I'm sorry ~ Luke Hemmings

Chapter 16- promises

Me: "Calum?"
Cal: "yeah?"
Me: " do you think y/n is going to be okay?"
Cal: "I hope so. I'm sure she'll be fine"
Me: " what if she never gets better though. What if she does it again?"
Cal: "I don't know. We will all help her"
Me: " I know. She promised me she stopped"
Cal: "stopped what?"
Me: "cutting"
Cal: "you mean you knew?"
Me: " I found the blades. I promised I wouldn't say anything to anyone cal, she trusted me I didn't wanna ruin that"
Cal: "okay"
Just then the nurse walked up to us
Nurse: "she'll be okay to leave tomorrow. When she gets out I'd advise she gets an appointment for the therapist regularly. Just incase"
Me: "uh sure"
Nurse: "great"
Me: "can I see her?"
Nurse: "of course"
I went back in and told Calum he could go home now and asked if he could tell the others. He agreed and left.
Me: "hey"
Y/n: "hi"
Me: " you okay?"
Y/n: "I'm fine"
Me: "really?"
Y/n: "yeah, promise"
Me: "so are you okay with seeing a therapist when you get out?"
Y/n: "what? Why?"
Me: "to get better. Don't worry I'll help you every step of the way"
Y/n: "you're doing it to dump my problems on someone else so youse don't have to deal with it I know.. Luke i'm not as stupid as i look"
Me: "that's not true. You can talk to me anytime too"
Y/n: "I know. Sorry I'm just confused"
Me:"I broke up with Lacey."
Y/n: "I know"
Me: "how do you know?"
Y/n: " I was uh, I was awake I just couldn't quite open my eyes."
Me: "okay. Did they tell you, you get out tomorrow?"
Y/n: "yep"
Me: "good... Y/n?"
y/n: "yeah luke?"
me: "you promised"
y/n: "i know luke, i'm going to try my best . Im sorry."
Me: "please stop apologising"
y/n: "sorry"
suddenly we both just burst out k
laughing at something that wasn't even that funny. I looked over at her and god she was beautiful, when she laughed her dimples would show and i loved her dimples. I loved every single thing about her, especially her flaws because thats who she was and i loved that. I loved her little flaws and i loved her

Your POV

I would finally be free from the hospital. I was so excited to actually be able to move around with no rules and shit. In the car on the way back I was so scared and nervous. What if the Ashton, Calum and Michael all hated me for trying to leave them? What if they wished I succeeded and they hate me for failing in trying to kill myself? What if it was going to be awkward?
I couldn't stop with the what ifs. My life was still a mess.
**home**
As soon as I walked in the door the first thing I seen was Ashton and calum running up to me and embracing me in a tight hug. About 30 seconds later Michael came running with a sandwich in his hand
Mikey: "sorry I was in the middle of getting food"
Me: "yepp"
I started laughing at how Michael couldn't resist the food. I guess they weren't mad at me.