I'm sorry ~ Luke Hemmings

Chapter 6- work

!!***TRIGGER WARNING. SELF HARM***!!

**2 hours later**

I was getting dressed for my shift at Starbucks when I couldn't help But look in the mirror at myself in disgust. I hated myself inside and out. I only really let my 4 best friends mikey, cal ash and Luke even close to seeing my body like yesterday in truth or Dare I'm quite insecure I'm only confident around them cause they're my best friends I know they would never be horrible to me like everyone else. At school I always get bullied. I don't blame them, I'm an ugly bitch really. I just looked at my body I the mirror, I just couldn't take it anymore I burst out crying. The boys were still downstairs so I grabbed a pillow to muffle my sobs. I went into the bathroom and grabbed the razor out of my 'secret box' I dragged the blade across my skin it helped so much I didn't like doing it but I had to get all this pain out.

*10 minutes later*

I made 10 deep cuts each on my hips and 5 on my wrist i checked my phone and realised I would be late for work so I quickly put my shirt on and placed my wristbands on my arm to cover up the fresh cuts I had made. Luckily, my boss wasn't very strict and let me wear them as he knew about my past. I quickly grabbed my car keys and told the boys I would be back in about 3 hours.