I'm sorry ~ Luke Hemmings

Chapter 9- what if?

Me : "stop doing this to yourself, please. I don't want you to hurt yourself anymore."

Luke: "okay but only on one condition."

Me : "what?"

Luke: "you stop too I hate seeing you like this"

Luke's POV

The truth is I knew that I probably wasn't going to stop but I just needed y/n to stop. I couldn't handle her being like this it broke me. I had to at least try to stop though. I owe her that.

** two weeks later**

Your POV

I was actually quite proud of myself. Ever since mine and Luke's 'talk' I've only cut twice. Every time I've felt down I have told luke what's wrong and we just kinda end up either cuddling up watching movies or watching them together on FaceTime to cheer up depending on if he can come over or not. It's good being in a better mood i suppose but I hate bothering luke all the time. He says it's okay but I know that it annoys him how I'm always crying on his shoulder or into his chest and he can't get peace. I know I annoy him, I don't mean to I suppose I'm just an annoying person I annoy a lot of people I've been told a lot. Tomorrow I have to go back to school for my last year and I'm really scared. What if I get lessons with Jason? What if I have to face him? Maybe he will try to talk to me? I don't know, I'm just really scared to go back I really don't want to.

A/n sorry the chapters in this are so short, I will try and work on it but I'm going to start updating just when get votes because I feel as if no one is reading this and no one likes it. Comment thoughts please? It would mean a lot to know what you guys think.