I'm sorry ~ Luke Hemmings

chapter 13- all my fault

Luke's POV

I walked into y/n's room and she wasn't there so I went to the bathroom to see if she was in there instead the door was wide open and I couldn't believe what I saw. There she was on the floor, blood streaming from her wrists looking like she was dying. Like the life was draining out of her, mire every second.

Me: "oh my god! Y/n are you okay?!"

Y/n: " I love you luke, always have always will."

Me: "no! Don't do that you're not going"

I quickly rang Calum and told him to come pick me and y/n up from hers and bring us to the hospital. I told him I would explain on the way there and of course, he agreed.

* 5 mins later*

Y/n is losing a lot of blood from the deep cuts on her wrist I really hope she's going to be okay. Why would she do that. Why would she take the pills? She was now unconscious and I was so worried as to wether or not she would wake up.

Me: "can't you go any faster?"

Cal: "I'm already over the speed limit luke!"

*10 mins later*

I was waiting for news from the doctors about y/n but no news so far.. I couldn't stop thinking about what y/n said. ' I love you luke always have a always will'

Did she mean it? Maybe she just meant as friends? I'm so confused rn. My best friend is in that hospital room looking as white as a ghost and all I can think about is if she loves me back? Ugh I'm so selfish this is all my fault.