Days are good and bad
Not everlasting
Even though it feels like an eternity
I'm scared and don't know where to go
Cuz I never really had a home
I'm scared
I'm lost
I'm at a loss
Can't get across
Responsibility seems easy to learn
In reality I'm forgetful or I'm scared
Yes I do enough to please my caretakers
Though, I feel like I can't do enough for myself
When good luck comes
Bad luck crushes
When I feel happy
I get scared
Cuz I know they'll be mad
However, I don't care
myself is what I want to be
But it's too much for blood to understand
And they're solution is an iron fist.
And I feel like I can't take it anymore
And the universe aligns to break me free
But at a potentially dangerous cost
Fluctuating pressure
Bare bones transparent
The truth always gets revealed
So, now it's time to prepare
And be on my own
I don't know what I'm doing
Or going to do
But I'll do something
And make it all work well
And I just need one more second
Darkness surrounds me
And I can't see any light
Though around me is dimly lit
To look at my hands
It's a little too bright
Cuz my passion and determination
stems within
Realization soon comes
I am the undying light
Soon I break free
And finally be me... once again...
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Inside The Subconscious Mind
PoetryHere are my works of poetry where I spill all of my thoughts and feelings on the situations that I and others had to deal with throughout my lifetime here on Earth. I hope you enjoy! Goodbye and good luck Blitzers! (Some poems are 18+) ♊️♋️ Cusp (O...
