I strive to protect
My people are my will
Ill-ionare of a thousand
Mind and heart at war
Who will get the final score?
Torn and broken
Leveled and shook
The lives that they took
The power that they overlooked
In return, Karma brought hellfire
Scared to go at it alone
A path was shown
The wrath it loaned
Banked in and out
The robber shot the final show
Worry at best
Anxiety at worst
Deprivation *sighs*
Communition 'lies'
Eldest not old
alone let alone cold
Memory not torn
Never torn
Torn inside
The leader I am
Strong and bold
That itself is cold
What makes a leader
The care, love, and courage to stand out
-I want {this}, I want {that}-
"No no, I'm not stereotypical"
"I want to help, it's my duty"
-Your dreams are a pain
Worthless and shame-
"So,? what do you know?"
-*says some vulgar and sexist stuff*-
"Just... gonna... b-bye..."
My my my
I god why
The path is torcher
Punched and loitered
Frick, my jam is jammed
My my my
Three/four (3 or 4) simple words
They chose me
I chose them
Hopefully together
That will be never
Last long is now gone
Short and near sighted
The future is de-lighted
I lost it
My innocence
My sanity
My reasoning
Around and about
Nothing is Loud and clear
Everything is fuzzy and weird
Go on or no go
It's the final countdown
Our limits tick
Our times talk
A race against the clock
Rock and roll or slow your roll
Paled by lemons
Redeem our lost paths
Memories collapsed
Wrapped and lapped
It's time
The solar wine
Indefinite shrine
My Temple and your kind
Colors of all
Fallen not fell
Temperatures arise
Time to shine
Highlights and you
What is the meaning of this
A leader that has fallen?
Why would anyone want that?
They don't, they care.
A/N
Truth Be Told: When my friends are down or in thoughts of deprivation, I'm either their counselor or teddy bear.
Sorry for not posting in a long time. I just dealt with some shady stuff. Other from being deeply hurt, anxiety, and depression, I finally now have the inspiration to make more poems based on my experiences (most recent, some far long ago).
Edit: I made an edit. One part of my announcement thankfully did not turn out to be true. I did my research and got some advice. It's up to me to get help.
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Inside The Subconscious Mind
PoetryHere are my works of poetry where I spill all of my thoughts and feelings on the situations that I and others had to deal with throughout my lifetime here on Earth. I hope you enjoy! Goodbye and good luck Blitzers! (Some poems are 18+) ♊️♋️ Cusp (O...
