Inside The Subconscious Mind

Ooze

I'm tired of guessing
I'm tired of hurting
I just want to know
If you care or not
I obviously care and
I don't play games anymore
Cuz the game you played
broke everyone you knew
And I won't take anymore B***S***
From anyone anymore.
Good luck trying to get someone like me
Cuz someone like me hates someone like you

It's oozing
Itms bruising
It's flooding
And I'm running

I'm fighting for me
And It's frightening
Cuz idk what I'm fighting anymore
It took many forms
And this imposter will take many more

I'm sulking
And I'm healing
I'm mad
And I'm happy
I'm sad
And I'm calm
Only your actions
Are shaking my palms

Tell me if it was worth it
As I've shown you years of  betrayal
With every detail
And so forthcoming
As you have had everyone running
Wounding their hearts
With that fake smile and your deathly mouth

Trust when I say this
This is the very last time you'll
Know how I love and care
As you see the tears I share
Not that you hurt me
As much as you did.
You hurt someone else
Who has my personality
Who's soul is younger than mine
Who's mind is more fragile than most
And who's life is not a leader
Who Must be lead by a true heart
And a true mind

I'm tired of guessing
I'm tired of hurting
I just want to know
If you care or not
I obviously care and
I don't play games anymore
Cuz the game you played
broke everyone you knew
And I won't take anymore B***S***
From anyone anymore.
Good luck trying to get someone like me
Cuz someone like me hates someone like you