Days older than I
No memories fade and die
Burden of red and redder
Snatched by another
Fall harder on concrete
A book closed
Forts and Nights
dark and cold
Lost and controlled
Be told and then rick rolled
Worry and sighs of torcher
Abyss ready to eat them
I cannot go, no matter how much I want to
Ceasing function inside this body
Going crazy days ahead
Leashed! Leashed! Leashed!
Admitting help, but helping others
"I can't! I just can't! I can't take it anymore!
It's tearing me up inside!
I lost my freedom! I lost my innocence!
Forget reality... I roleplay... "play"...
it's my role today and day on"
-Make others feel safe and happy. -
That is my job? Why?
-You must.. or be a disappointment...-
Must? no no... f-fine... I will just for them few.
Why am I doing this to myself?
A question to be learned
Day in and day out
Out and about
Wanted for more
More and more
Cannot stop
They ask for more
Flash! flash! flash!
Sacred stinger or revelation?
See? See? See!?
Magenta and hot pink
I'm a cusp of eyes and claws
2 words and many nicknames
Sensational Awe and lesson after burn
Weighing on my body
My heart and soul
Not minding
It's bonding?
Maybe just grinding...
Edit: had to change one small detail.
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Inside The Subconscious Mind
PuisiHere are my works of poetry where I spill all of my thoughts and feelings on the situations that I and others had to deal with throughout my lifetime here on Earth. I hope you enjoy! Goodbye and good luck Blitzers! (Some poems are 18+) ♊️♋️ Cusp (O...
