𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 // park sunghoon ff

16: jealousy

sunghoon pov:

jay jay jay

I can only IMAGINE what he's thinking right now

"what the hell is going on"

jay pov:

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!

sunghoon pov:

"I never should have ditched them"

jay pov:

I really never should have ditched them.

sunghoon pov:

and then he'll go and stare at his ceiling for 3 hours straight contemplating life.

that's how jay is.

that's how his brain works when he can't figure something out.

he just has to sit and contemplate what went wrong.

jay,

I know it was a setup.
I came prepared.
jake told me.
next time, don't have my best friend as one of your partners in crime. he tells me everything. I thought you were smart enough to figure that out, but apparently not.

though, I suppose I have a right to thank you for this dont I? so here, i'll say it: thank you.

now go stare at that ceiling bestie 👍

jay pov:

ah yes

the ✨ceiling of contemplation✨

it's just like it's name says, a ceiling I stare at when life is fucked and I screwed everything up.

now I get to stare at it for two hours and wonder where I went wrong.

well.. it didn't go WRONG persay

it went so right that it went wrong

in SO many ways

was it the restaurant?

was it the timing?

was it the fact that I didn't show up?

was it the fact that NOBODY showed up to keep them contained?

was it not even my fault?

was it somebody else's fault?

DID SOMEONE RUIN THE PLAN?!

no, impossible. they'd never.

was it- was it that I was just jealous?

also impossible

knock it off jay.

you have a girlfriend.

you don't need sunni.

right?

sunni pov:

the subway finally arrived.

it was going to be a while before we got back to the outskirts of town, where the car was parked, and there was hardly anyone on the subway since it was so late at night. it was so quiet and dark it was making me sleepy.

I started leaning over, but immediately sat myself back up. I didn't want to fall asleep on sunghoon's shoulder.

what if he wasn't comfortable with that?

just get through the subway ride and the ride home and then you can sleep. I thought.

"hey"

I snapped back to reality. it was sunghoon.

"it's late. you look tired. do you need to rest?" he asked.

he knows me to well.

I just nodded.

"here, you can lay on my shoulder until we get there. I don't mind" he replied.

I laid my head on his shoulder. he pulled me closer as if to protect me, or to warm me up.

either way, I was comfortable and getting sleepy.

sunghoon pov:

I think it took her no less than five minutes to fall asleep. I could tell she was fading. I get it. it was late and she needed a break.

that's why I offered my shoulder to lie on.

she was such a peaceful sleeper.

even in her sleep she felt so tiny, so precious, so... mine.

damn. i'm one lucky guy.

she started to shiver. I cant blame her. it was quite chilly.

I placed my coat on top of her, and she stopped shivering.

that's good. you're not getting sick on my watch.

I watched out the windows as we passed hundreds of buildings. sunni would enjoy the nighttime view of the city. I just didn't want to wake her up for it.

we finally reached our stop. I shook sunni awake. she woke up with a start, but wasn't quite awake enough to get herself up on her own.

I practically had to carry her out of the subway.

eventually she regained most consciousness, and we walked back to where we had parked, back by the sushi place.

at this point it was 1:30 in the morning. there were hardly any cars out, and it was pitch black.

she's still tired and it's dark

I don't want her to drive home alone...

"hey" I said

there's no going back now

she looked at me drowsily

"I know you're tired, and I don't want you driving home alone. do you think it would be alright if we went to my place for the night and then came back for your car tomorrow?"

oh mom is going to KILL you for bringing a girl home

"mhm" she said, nodding.

it's worth it tho

"alright then, please get in the car madame" I said

she laughed and got in the passenger seat.

"you all good to go?"

"yep"

I backed out of the parking space to head home.

oh mom was SO going to kill me tomorrow

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SORRY ITS BEEN A WHILE

IVE BEEN DEALING WITH A LOT OF STRESS AND SCHOOLWORK BUT WE'RE BACK DONT WORRY

also we're just not gonna talk about how this book predicted the comeback theme 3 months ago 🤠⁉️