I think I love you

We're both fucked

It's been three days, Ryland is still at hype house. I've been by myself at home. I haven't been active on social media.
Mia calls me, I answer it. "Finally you answer, are you ok? Cause Ryland is fucked he won't stop crying, and I know that your most definitely crying"
"Mia, I'm ok I just-"
"You know what fuck it I'm coming over" she says and hangs up.
I go into Rylands closet again, and get another hoodie, then go and sit down on the kitchen floor, and let out a sigh.

After twenty minutes the door opens, and Mia walks into the kitchen. "aww baby" she pulls me into a hug. "its all my fault why did I even say anything" I say crying, "hey, hey its not, you can't always control how you're feeling" she rubs my back, "plus both of you guys felt the same way" "I just wanna hug him right now" I say, "well do you wanna come back to the house with me?" she asks, I nod my head yes, "ok, get ready and take a shower you smell musty" I smile a little, "thanks Mia" she kisses my forehead and I go and get ready.

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I finish getting ready and we drive to the house

we get to the door, and I get a random wave of nervousness, and clearly Mia can notice. "lessie its gonna be ok" she opens the door, and we walk into the kitchen where Thomas and Alex are, "lessie, hey" Thomas hugs me, "hi" I say back, "he's not doing well, he hasn't really left his room and he's being an ass everytime he has an interaction with someone" he says to me, I sigh, "I'll go talk to him" "he's in nicks room" I leave the kitchen and walk upstairs to nicks room, and knock on the door. Nick answer "lessie!" Nick says, and hugs me "hey nick" "he's not here he said that he was going in the backyard" I know exactly where he went, "thanks Nicky" we hug again, and I go downstairs to the garden.

I open the gate and I hear small sniffles, I walk a little bit and sit next to him. "hi" I say, he looks up at me, he doesn't say anything and just hugs me tight, I hug him back. "I missed you so much" I say, "I missed you too" he says, I start to cry too.

"Ryland, I love you a lot and I'm sorry didn't open up to you and tell you what was wrong" "I don't care, I just wanna be with you" "I wanna be with you too" I say back, he grabs my face and pulls me into a passionate kiss, and it turns into a small make out.
"You guys are obviously fine" I hear someone say, it's nick. We both flip him off not breaking the kiss.