I think I love you

Goodbye Alessia

June 1st 2021
Still rylands POV
Today is the day that I officially say goodbye to Lessie.
I told my mom what happened, she and Macy drove down here for the funeral. Even though my mom has just met her she was devastated.
They got here early this morning. Now were all getting ready for Alessias funeral.

Nick has stayed, and is getting ready here to.
The whole hype house is going, including sway. Madison was so hurt when she heard what happened, she felt that their friendship had just started.
"You good bro?" Macy asks me, and hugs me. "This is just so hard, she's gone" I say. "I know how you feel, but just try to hold it together" she says.

I start putting on a black suit and tie, my mom does the tie cause I physically can't.

I put Lola on her leash. We all drive to the place where her service is.

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We all pull into the parking area, I get out the car with lola, "hey I can take care of her" Macy says taking the leash from me. "Thanks" I say.

I walk to wear everyone in hype is in "hey" I say to them, they all hug me, "how are you holding up?" Kouvr asks me, "it's been hard, what about you guys?" "I miss her" kouvr says, and she looks like she's gonna cry. Dixie, Charli, and Avani are bawling.

I look at Mia and her face is tear stained, she comes over and hugs me, "she's gone" she says crying. "Hey we need to do her service to wish her a goodbye" I say, rubbing her back. She nods.

I see that sway is here and they're coming to me, "how are you feeling?" Noah asks, "shitty" I answer, he nods as we hug, "sorry for your loss dude" Blake says, after me and sway talk for a little we leave to the service.

Everyone walks in the service area, there's Alessia in a casket, tears start to fall out of my eyes.

Me, Mia, Thomas, Nick, Madison, Kouvr, Alex, Avani, Charli and Dixie sit in the front row. My mom, and Macy in the row behind us.

"We are all gathered for a tragic death of Alessia Fallon" he starts, "we have  people that have wanted to say words" I get up, and so does Mia.

"Um, I am Mia Hayward, the best friend of Alessia" Mia says, "I'm Alessias boyfriend, Ryland storms" Mia wipes a tear from her eye, "Alessia and I have been friends since we're twelve, her mom passed in that time and she was then taken into my household with my family and me, Alessia was always the kindest person ever I loved her and the time I had with her as her best friend and sister" she wipes the tears pouring out of her eyes.

"The three months that I dated alessia was the best part of my life, she always made me happy on the days I wasn't feeling it, her smile made me smile, her presence just made me happy, but it's gonna be hard to say goodbye to her" a tear falls out of my eye, I look at my mom she's crying too. "I really loved that girl with everything I had, but now she's in a better place, I love you Alessia, and may my shawty rest easy"
Me and Mia hug "we did our best" I whisper to her, she nods.

We walk away from the podium, they're now getting ready to bury her.

This is the hard part letting her go.
As tears pour out of everyone's eyes, I think of all of our memories and every minute I got with her.
Goodbye Alessia. I love you.