betrayal (evil TommyInnit AU) [unfinished]

Chapter 7: My fault

!TW: Panic attack!

(Tu Pov) 

"-for Tommy to be..... exiled!" Tubbo said looking at the obsidian below him obviously not proud of what he just did. "What, Tubbo!? Thats not what we discussed!" Tommy shouted at him. The complaining noises and Dreams victory shouts merged into one and screamed at him "You killed him! He is dead because of you! You are the worst friend ever! You are the worst president!" Tubbo fell onto his knees and held his hands tight on his ears. "STOP! I KNOW! I know...." He cried and screamed hoping that the voice would go away but it just got louder. It felt like his head was about to explode. Until he suddenly woke up. 

He gasped for air as he jumped out of the bed he was laying in. A person next to him screamed in shock because of the sudden movement from the small boy. Wiping the sweat from his face he stood up and ran outside. 

"Tubbo wait! Where are you going???" Tubbo turned around and saw Ranboo. "I-I wanted some fresh air." Tubbo lied. Ranboo now stood next to him and looked him in the eyes "Are you sure? You look pretty scared if you ask me." Tubbo broke eye contact and looked at his feet. "Uh yeah... Well I had a nightmare but its nothing big so dont worry about me." Tubbo tried to smile at Ranboo reassuringly and hoped that he wouldn't ask anymore questions. The tall boy just nodded and changed the topic "Um so do you want a funeral for Tommy?"

 Tubbo flinched. Thinking about his best friends death didn't make him feel any better. "Um no I dont think so... Even though he had a huge ego I dont think he'd want a funeral." Ranboo nodded again. "Where do we put the grave stone?" Tubbo sighed. He didn't want to answer these questions now. "Would you want it in his house or at the water or anywhere else?" 

Suddenly Tubbo snapped at Ranboo "I. DONT. KNOW.  MY BEST FRIEND JUST DIED!! CANT YOU BE MORE SENSITIVE?!?" He turned around and ran away. 

Ranboo stood there not knowing what he did wrong. 

Tubbo kept running even though he didn't know where to go. Tears started running down his face. After running for a while he ended up in a small forest and just sat down at a nearby tree exhausted from running. 

"Why did I snap at Ranboo?! Its not his fault that Tommy is dead... It's mine. Im an awful friend and president..." He stared to cry even harder. Tommy wouldn't be dead if I hadn't exiled him. Its all my fault. All my fault. My fault. My fault. My fault. Tubbo couldn't get that thought out of his head. 

All of a sudden Tubbo started to feel very dizzy and felt like throwing up. What is happening?! He wanted to breath but he couldn't. The boy started to panic. Why can't I breath?! He tried to call for help but the only thing that would leave his mouth was a small "help". 

He started to panic even more. What if I die?! No I can't die.. Not now and not here where no one would find me. He tried to stand up but immediately fell back on the ground. His last attempt was to scream hoping that anyone would hear him. Tubbo used all the air left in his lungs to let out a loud and hurt scream. 

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small cliffhanger hehe

Finally another chapter lmao. Its not the best chapter but I guess its fine

You will probably get a bit notify spammed because I want to update/rewrite the previous chapters a bit. 

have a great day and remember there is always someone that cares about you! :)

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