Tahani's Reality (Urban)

|Dead In An Instant|

•Tahani Lowars•
"Hani"

My eyes are heavy and in between my thighs are sore. I never imagined sex could feel this good. And I never thought I would've told Taj I love him. It's something we both knew but never expressed. After that moment we are fully one another's.

I trace his tattoos on his neck while he lays there with his eyes closed quietly. I scoot up a little planting a kiss on his lips and cuddling him closely. "You really love me?" I question knowing he's not completely sleep because he usually snores a little.

He wraps his arm around me pulling me close so that my cheek is against his chest and his chin is on my forehead. "Hell yeah girl. You mean everything to me."

I smile to myself sitting up I remember the bad times. All the bad times I hoped I could just forget about again. The time it's Keoni, the times with Seven. And in this moment it all felt worth it, knowing that no matter how much I pushed Taj away or how much I went through that he'd always be here waiting on me.

"I've never had anyone say that to me before." I admit feeling myself grow a little emotional.

"Stop that," he kisses me on my lips. "I love you." Just hearing him say that again causes a smile to form on my face.

That smile turns to a frown when his phone starts ringing. He sighs sitting up he reaches for his phone. "Wassup?" He speaks into the phone while looking at me. His eyes never leaving me.

I don't know why but my stomach started to instantly hurt in this moment.

"Ight here I come." He stands up quickly brushing me aside as he hurries to put his pants on.

"Where are you going?" I question. I don't know if it's the fact that we just had sex or said that we love eachother but I just feel like we shouldn't be away from eachother right now.

"I'm sorry," Taj apologizes. "Some new nigga called me saying we were supposed to meet up for this shipment right now. I'll be right back, okay?"

I knit my eye brows together in confusion feeling my stomach tighten and my heart speed up. "Some new guy? Right now? At least call Issac first that doesn't make any sense."

"Baby he had my number and he knew all the info he's definitely on the meet up crew." Taj doesn't seem fazed at all by it.

He attempts to kiss me on the forehead and walk away but I wrap the blanket around myself standing up I grip him by the hand. He pauses looking down at our hands and then into my eyes. I feel sensations run up my spine. "I'll be okay. I promise you mama. I'll be back before you know it." He wraps his arms around my waist pulling me close he hugs me.

"Promise?" I ask him again my face against his chest. I don't know why but something in me was telling me not to let him walk out of that door. I just blamed it on attached feelings.

"I promise." He reassures me seriously. He kisses me passionately before saying. "I love you." He grabs his phone off the stand and his wallet before walking away.

For some reason my heart sinks. And just when the realization hit me that these feelings about him leaving might definitely be a warning I'm running down the stairs as if my life depends on it. By the time I make it outside to stop him it's too late.

His car is already gone.

•Torin Truman•
"Taj"

I hold my phone to my ear while looking around. It's pitch black and there's not a loading truck in sight or anybody. This is really suspect considering that whenever there is meet ups it's about six other people and two huge loading cars.