secret benefits // bucky barnes x female reader

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a few days went by and bucky started to hate you too. good. now he will stay away from you. you both cannot be in a room without starting to argue. to be honest.. sometimes you wished you were friends with him. when you see him with steve, he seems like such a fun person, but you just can't be in the near of him because although he has changed now, you still can't fully forgive him. or more like forget what he has done.

you got ready to go practicing but this time you need to be careful, you nearly got caught last time. you grabbed your coffee and said goodbye to everyone, except bucky of course.

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bucky's pov

why does she hate me so much? what did i do to her? nothing!! i came here and she started being rude to me. i went to the living room to see y/n leaving. as she walked out the door i sat on the couch where everyone sat. "guys? i have a question" i said. everyone looked at me and waited for me to ask my question. "does anyone know why y/n hates me so much? as soon as i came she started to be rude to me and i don't even know what i did, it's fucking annoying."

everyone agreed that i did nothing to her to hate me but they still didn't know why tho. i started to get angry because i wanna know what i did to her. my voice raised "i mean i even helped her that night, ungrateful little shit" i said angrily. shit i shouldn't have said that. "what do you mean?" pietro asked. everyone looked at me with a confused look. "uhh i don't know. i really don't know why i just said that sorry" i said nervously as i stood up and walked away.

i just wanna be her friend. i thought to myself as i realized that they are gonna ask questions now, but i promised her to say nothing about her nightmare.. why tho? anyways, if i say what i promised her not to say, she will always hate me and i will never get close to her. i know that being rude to her too will not make it better but i just can't help it. it's fucking annoying and i hate her.

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back to your pov

you started to put some boxes above each other and try to move them all together without letting any box fall. you did it. you were getting better and you learned it all by yourself.

you were exhausted and getting a headache of moving so many boxes since they were so heavy. you packed your things and started to walk out of the gym. you realized that it was very dark already. was i really practicing for so long? shit. now everyone's gonna ask where i am. you can't even text them because you always leave your phone at home so they don't track you. there were so many creepy man and you were kind of afraid because your powers are weak right now since you practiced too much and got a headache. you can't even protect yourself if someone comes over.

i knew this was gonna happen. some weird ass man started to catcall you and walked over. you just ignored them but they began to touch you. i punched the one guy very hard that he got knocked out. you knocked someone out for the first time.. what the hell. the other guy didn't even care. all he said that 'it was hot' and didn't leave me alone. you were nearly at the tower. when you looked at your hand your knuckles were very red and bloody. shit. you walked back to the guy hoping that you didn't kill him. he was still knocked out but he was breathing.

you actually didn't care.. why the hell did you walk back? whats wrong with me?! the other guy was still annoying you. you walked away again as you felt a smack against your ass. what the fuck. you looked back and the guy was still there. you looked him deep in the eyes.. only if looks could kill. he got scared that you would knock him out too since you clenched your fist together so he walked back. asshole. you finally reached the tower as everyone waited for me, worried. even bucky, i hate him. you just ignored them since you were so angry about the creepy guys in the street. as you wiped your hand on your face some blood stuck on it. you wanted to walk away "where are you going ma'am" protective steve asked "none of your concern sir" you said annoyed. "what a bitch" bucky whispered, but still loud enough for you to hear it. you turned around and everyone saw the blood on your face and on your hand.

"y/n what the hell" tony, nat and pietro said at the same time. bucky looked at you with widened eyes, but they relaxed again after a short time. "what did you just call me?" you asked him as you came closer to him "a bitch" he said coming even closer to your face that you could feel his breath. you chuckled "music to my ears" you turned around and walked into the elevator. just before the door closed you stuck up your middle finger at bucky with your bloody hand.

you went to the 3rd floor where the small lab is so you could clean your hand and wrap something around your knuckles. you were so full of anger.

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bucky's pov

i'm not gonna lie, that was hot as fuck. everyone looked confused. "did she kill somebody?" scott asked. everyone looked at him, confused and clenching their eyebrows. "it was just a theory" he said while scratching his neck nervously. "yeah a bad one dumbass" tony said. i was still thinking about how close our faces were, goddamn. "ok that was kinda badass" nat said all of sudden. wanda agreed and they started to laugh. yeah it was.

i saw that the elevator only reached the 3rd floor, she's probably cleaning up herself. "she's at the 3rd floor cleaning herself up" i said pointing to the number of floor that the elevator showed. "since when do you care?" pietro asked "do i look like i care?" i looked at him with a straight face. "kind of" peter said. "fuck off" i said standing up to go to my room.

i went inside of the elevator but then it stopped.