secret benefits // bucky barnes x female reader

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you were sitting in the living room. the date with bucky was canceled, you were obviously not in the mood. steve, wanda, bucky, nat, pietro, peter and sam were sitting in the living room with you. they were talking and laughing but you were just quiet. you haven't really spoke since harley left.

bucky nudged steve's arm. steve looked at him and bucky pointed his head to you. steve sighed.

"y/n? want to join us?"

you just kept your head in the same direction, looking at the floor,
leaning on the armchair.

"come on y/n you can't be like that the whole day because of him now."
steve said.

there was a short silence but then you slowly stood up, while standing up you were speaking,

"at least he said goodbye this time, right?"
you looked over at steve, gave a quick forced smile and then dropped it again. you went over to peter and sat down next to him.

"sorry kid, i should've told you that leaving is his favorite thing to do."

"oh it's alright, i'm still going to see him. but thank you y/n."
he smiled at you. you nodded.

time went by and now everyone sat on the kitchen table, eating dinner. it was pretty quiet. you looked over at tony, you were most concerned about him. he had this weird face expression, you couldn't really tell what it meant.

"i'm sorry tony. i know you pictured him and peter as your sons."

tony looked over at you.
"oh do you think i'm sad? i'm not sad? pff.  i'm just.. how do i say this respectfully.. very pissed off."
he looked at you with a serious face. you narrowed your eyes at him in confusion.

"pissed off?"

"yeah. i think we all know that he left because of you, right? there's no other reason for him to leave."
there was a short and awkward silence.

"tony i-"

"it was my fault."
bucky interrupted. everyone shot their heads to him, with confused gazes.
"i couldn't really stand him and he didn't feel welcome in a house with people who do not like him. i didn't know that not liking him would cause him to leave but apparently it does."
after the last sentence he shoved some of his food in his mouth and smiled, provocative.

everyone went quiet.
"sorry y/n"
tony mumbled. you didn't respond. you looked over to bucky and clenched your eyebrows. he looked over at you too as you mouthed the word 'why'
he just looked away again.

everyone one finished eating and went either to the living room or their rooms since it's pretty late already.

you were room right now. bucky just knocked on your door and came in. he sat down on the other side of the bed.

"sorry about the date."
you said while sitting up slowly.

"oh it's fine. the weather was bad anyways."
he smiled at you softly. you smiled back.

"can i make it up to you?"
you smirked.

"and how?"

you slowly got closer to bucky. you grabbed his shirt and pulled him closer to you. you both looked deep into each other's eyes. you started to kiss him slowly, but didn't hesitate to let your tongue join in. as the both of you made out, bucky's hands slowly traveled down to your hips and took off your shirt, exposing your bra. you did the same thing with him.

while making out, you leaned back and laid your back down as bucky got on top of you. he broke the kiss and took off his sweats, you just watched him. after that, he took your sweats off too. y'all were left in underwear and continued to make out deeply. it was more of a needed kind of kissing and not a passionate one.

bucky slowly started to go down and kiss your chest.

"wait stop no."
you said.

"what's wrong?"
he looked up at you.

"i said that i wanted to make it up to you."

he started smirking and got off of you. he sat down on the edge of the bed. you stood up and slowly kneeled in front of him. his dick was already looking through his boxers. you slowly started to take off his boxers, not breaking the eye contact between you and him.

you gently grabbed his hardened dick and rubbed it up and down slowly. bucky threw his head back and let out a quiet groan. you started to lick his tip and putting it in your mouth, between your lips, teasing him, which seems like it started to work. he grabbed a handful of your hair and pushed your head down.

with his full length in your mouth, you started to go up and down slowly. bucky once again pushed your head all the way down, making you gag a bit.

"oh shit"
he said while throwing his head back and groaning loudly. you continued with your movements, but after time, you stood up and laid back down on your bed, not letting him cum.

you could see that bucky was extremely horny now. he just felt the need to cum. he crawled on top of you again, kissing and nipping on your neck, his tip teasing your entrance.

"fuck bucky just do it already."
you were rubbing your clit and threw your head back into the pillows. without hesitation bucky slid into you. the both of you gasped for air when he did. he slowly started to grind into you. with the time the grinding got faster and the room
was filled with moans and groans.

"fuck i'm coming"
you moaned. shortly after that all your cum came out fluently, bucky came in the same time and your cums mixed with bucky's thrusts.

a few more thrusts after, bucky slid out and laid down next to you. the both of you were out of breath and satisfied.

you both fell asleep.

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{a/n: sorry, this one was very short, but i'm going to update as soon as possible.}