secret benefits // bucky barnes x female reader

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"THOR! LOKI! OH MY FUCKING GOD"
"language!" steve shouted from behind but you didn't care. you went up to them and hugged them. gosh you haven't seen them in ages, especially loki. "what are you guys doing here?" you said in excitement. "we missed you" thor said and winked. thor always liked you very much and treated you like a little sister, the same goes to loki. "i missed you both too." you said and smirked.

you all went into the living room and had a long chat. "chatting is getting boring. let's play a game." wanda said. everyone agreed. "and which game?" you asked. "maybe something like, never have i ever, truth or dare, who's mostly like to and so on you know? like some drinking games." she said. you and bucky looked at each other. you were scared that your little secret will come out. although nobody has anything to say to you because you are already 22, you knew they wouldn't be happy about our benefits. "i don't know" you said. "i brought asgard alcohol" loki said and smiled at you. "ok i'm in." loki, thor and you laughed.

"can someone help me bring the alcohol?" you said while standing up. "i'll come" bucky said. you were happy that he would come with you but you cannot suspect anything to the others so you rolled your eyes and made your way to the kitchen. you put out some wine and shot glasses as you felt someone grabbing your waist. you turned around and saw bucky. "james! stop. not here." you whispered. "nobody can see us y/n" he smirked and started to kiss you. you wanted to refuse but it felt too good.

the kiss held on very long until you heard footsteps and pulled away very quick. "i came to check if anyone has stabbed the other one already" pietro said and chuckled. "not yet" you said and took the glasses, wine, gin and whiskey.

"let's goo" scott said and rubbed his hands against each other. you all sat down and prepared everything. "we're too sober for truth or dare yet so let's play never have i ever" wanda said. everyone agreed. "ok i'll start" nat said. "wait wait no! do you drink when you have done it or when you haven't done it?" peter asked. it was his first time drinking. "when you have done it." wanda said. he nodded. "ok ok. never have i ever slept with someone of the same sex" nat said. you looked around to see who would drink. you were the only one who drank.

everyone looked at you. bucky looked confused. "woohooo told y'all y/n could pull literally everyone" sam said. you all laughed. "who was it y/n" pietro asked. "it was a girl i met at a bar. it was just a one night stand but it was AWESOME." you smiled. "i would definitely sleep with a girl again." you added to make bucky jealous. "so you go for girls too?" scott asked. "i actually don't know but i don't think so. i mean i wouldn't mind falling for a girl but i don't think i'll ever will." you said. scott nodded and continued with the game. "i know one!!" everyone looked at sam. "never have i ever laughed so hard that i peed myself." everyone except for loki drank. "is this what midgardian's do? disgusting." he said. everyone laughed.

you all played some rounds and then this question came up "never have i ever kissed somebody in this room." bucky said and smirked at you. i hate him. you, steve, bucky, nat, wanda and vision took a sip. everyone looked at each other. "who did y'all-" peter asked. "let's just continue with truth or dare alright? i already feel the alcohol" you interrupted him. everyone agreed.

"ok who starts" you asked. "i will!" steve said. "thor! truth or dare?" steve asked. "truth" thor said. who do you like the most in this room?" he asked. "oh that's easy, y/n" you smiled at each other and chuckled a bit. bucky looked jealous. "really, brother? not even me?" loki said. everyone laughed and continued to play. it was wandas turn. "bucky, truth or dare?" she asked. "truth." he answered as he took a sip from his wine. "have you ever had your eye on someone in this room?" she asked. bucky sighed.

"yeah." everyone looked at him, confused, shocked and curious. you looked down to hide your smirk "and who?" tony asked. "only one question tony" bucky said. now it was buckys turn. "y/n. truth or dare." you said. you knew that he would tell you to do some shit if you choose dare so you chose truth. "why do you hate me so much" he asked. he had a little bit sadness in his expression. everyone waited for an answer. you were scared that you would say it now because you were a little bit drunk but you could hold it back.

"sorry i need to use the bathroom." you said and rushed to the bathroom. "that's not how it works y/n" steve shouted from the living room. you washed your face. you started to remember everything again. the torture. the scar. the man you killed. the man who threatened you. you were still confused to this day as what this man meant with 'you'll get what you deserve' you were living in fear but sometimes you completely forgot it.

you sneaked into the elevator without anyone seeing you and went up to your room. you locked yourself up. you took a shower and watched a movie. a few moments later you heard a knock on your door. "you haven't answered my question yet" you heard bucky from outside the door say. you didn't answer and waited for him to leave. you continued your movie and fell asleep.

you woke up in the middle of the night because of FRIDAY. as you woke up you heard some noises from downstairs although you're in the 16th floor. "FRIDAY what is happening?" you asked. "the tower is being attacked ms y/l/n. please get in safety."

you got very nervous. of course you didn't bring yourself in safety, instead you walked down to see what is going on.

you saw the avengers fighting against many agents. strong agents. they had many weapons and were good. suddenly you saw someone slowly entering the tower through the gate that was destroyed by them. he was completely unarmed. the more he came in the more you could see his face. you were shocked.

it was the guy from the cafe.