secret benefits // bucky barnes x female reader

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the party went well so far. you only had the two shots from earlier so you were completely sober. you danced with pietro and then sat in the bar with him laughing at old story's. a very beautiful girl came up to him and offered him a dance. i winked at him and he stood up. you laughed and wished him good luck with a nod.

tony came up to you. "hey kid, wanna dance?" he smiled and stretched his hand out. you smiled back and put your hand in his. you danced a bit and chatted meanwhile "you know kid.. i really like your sense of style. especially that one crop top and a pair of jeans you have. they always looked good on you." he said and smiled. "thank you tony, that's very nice of you" you smiled back. "well last time i checked the security cameras you had them on, they looked very good on you, as always but.. they looked different." you looked at him with confusion on your face. "different? what do you mean?"
"well i don't know how to explain this.. they looked so.. so bloody." he said. your eyes widened.

"oh and i liked the halloween make up on you with all the blood, looked cool. but isn't it a little bit too early for that?" you were in shock and stopped dancing. you excused yourself and ran to the living room. fucking security cameras. you just know that tony would never leave his party so you weren't worried that he would follow you. "you good?" someone asked.

as you looked up you saw sam. "hey" you said with a sad smile. "hey. what's wrong?"
"it's nothing. i just drank too much and fell down. it hurts." you lied. "come on. you're y/f/n. you do not cry because you fell." he smiled. "do i look like i'm crying?" you said with a straight face but then smiled at him and chuckled. "come here y/n" he hugged you and you hugged him back. tightly. "if you don't wanna talk about it, it's not a big problem but take care, please. now come with me and have fun ok?

he grabbed your forearm and dragged you to the party. you were sitting on the bar with him. chatting, laughing, getting drunk, having fun. you stayed there for hours. sam is such a good friend. people started to leave but you didn't even notice. the hall started to get very empty and you both still sat there unbothered and having fun. "thank you so much sam. i really needed that." you smiled at him. "anytime y/n. i love you ok?" he patted your shoulder. "i love you too" you hugged him.

the both of you were very drunk and couldn't even stand in your own legs. since you both were heavy. bucky and steve came to carry the both of you to their rooms. at first bucky wanted to carry you because his room was right next to yours. "hands down" you said and slapped his hands. he looked at steve. steve sighed and carried you instead.

"thanks for you service captian america. you are my superhero." you poked your finger into his chest, completely drunk. "yeah yeah sure. now get to sleep ok?" he said while putting you in your bed. "sleep is overrated" you said while falling asleep. steve sighed and walked out.

the next morning your whole body hurt and you had a headache. you didn't even get ready and walked downstairs looking like a mess. you held your head in your hand since your head hurt so much. you saw sam on the couch doing the same thing so you sat beside him. "well i can't really remember everything but yesterday was fun." you said. sam agreed and you both laughed. breakfast was ready but sam and you couldn't move so you just watched them eat from the living room.

"you know what sam? you are a very good and funny guy. i'll watch out and see if i find the perfect girl you deserve" you said. "no girl for me." he said and sighed. "come on sam you could literally pull anyone." you looked at him. "girls are exhausting and complicated." you punched him in the arm. "well i agree" bucky shouted from the table. "screw you james, have i said this already?" you said, annoyed. "nah i don't think so" he said sarcastically and taking a bite from his food.

"soo are you planning on telling me what made you so sad yesterday? i've never seen you being sad so that made me sad too." he whispered and pouted as a joke. you laughed at his pout "maybe" you said and smirked. you stood up and went upstairs. you were still very tired so you fell asleep again.

you woke up and looked at your phone to see that it was already 5pm. you went downstairs. and nobody was there. you went into the kitchen and saw sam and pietro. "where's everyone? it's so quiet" you asked "they went on a mission but we didn't feel so well because we got very drunk yesterday" pietro said. "ohh pietro right how was the dance with the girl?" you smirked. "she was awesome, but annoying. she asked thousand questions about the avengers and my powers. i hate it." he sighed. "understandable." you said while making a coffee. "coffee at 5pm?" sam looked at me with a weird face. "coffee is always good" you said and took a sip. "well i can't disagree." he said and smiled while holding his own coffee. "you literally- forget it" you laughed, he laughed back.

you heard the gate open as footsteps rushed into the house. "what's happening" pietro wondered. "come on" you said and walked out of the kitchen to see steve and tony carrying nat who was injured. you ran up to her. "oh my fucking god what happened to her" you asked worried. "she got shot in her back" bruce said as he started to clean up the wound. it looked disgusting. "is it bad? will she be ok?" bruce stayed quiet. "BRUCE?!" he looked at you. "yes" he said quietly. "bruce.. is. she. gonna. be. ok?" you asked again. "i don't know" he said.

you felt sadness, anger and fear. you rushed to the toilet and locked yourself up. you washed your face with cold water trying to hold back tears. you came out again and walked to the lab where nat was being operated. you had a straight face on. "wow how can someone be so emotionless" bucky said from behind. you didn't answer.

"i don't like to cry" you said a few minutes later. "yeah, me too" he said quietly. you looked at him, and looked back at nat again.

you went to sit down on the couch where pietro and wanda sat. "is she gonna be ok?" you asked with a straight face. they didn't answer. you nodded.

you saw bruce walking out of the lab. you ran up to where nat was being operated. she was ok. thank god. "oh my fucking god. nat!" you went up to her. "hey" she said quietly. "you bitch i thought you won't make it" you said. "not before you finally have gotten your first boyfriend." she said tiredly, you both laughed. you chatted with her a little bit and then she fell asleep. you stood up to leave. then turned around to see tony standing there.

shit i forgot.