Chapter 25 - Mistakes and Tension

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I wake up to the morning light, shinning down on my face. I wonder why its so bright. I open my eyes and look around. I almost screamed when i saw Andy laying next to me, naked. I completely forgot we did that last night. I cannot tell Chris. I cant hurt him like that. I already hurt him by sleeping with Andy. Dont get me wrong, it was good for my first time and i did feel closer to Andy but i was dating Chris.

I grabbed Andys jacket and quickly ran inside the house, tripping on the window seal and falling to the floor.

"Ow." I groaned loudly. I quickly got up to see if Andy was still sleeping. Thankfully he didn't hear me. I quickly got dressed and went downstairs to surprise, surprise, Chris was cleaning up the house and relaxing. All the other guys were still passed out in the back or passed out in the living room.

"Your awake." Chris said, coming over to me to hug me and give me a kiss on the cheek. I blushed. I hope he never finds out.

"Morning." I said a little to fast. I just smiled to play it off and helped Chris clean.

"So did you enjoy the party last night?" I asked Chris after we sat down. He nodded his head.

"Yeah. It was fun. I couldnt find you last night though." Oh shit. He's on to me. Stay calm Charlie, stay calm. I nodded my head and looked out the window that was past Chris's head.

"Oh i was... Um... I was upstairs. I went to bed early because i was exhausted." I didn't know what to say. I was nervous. Thankfully he didnt catch on and didnt suspect a thing. Chris gives me another hug and we snuggle on the couch watching TV until everyone else woke up. I could still smell the alcohol and chlorine on him but he was warm and very cuddly. Another thing i like about Chris.

"Ugh. Love birds alert." Vinny said, sitting on the second couch, covering his eyes. He must have a hangover.

"Your just jealous because you cant get any." Chris jokingly said earning a look from me. We all laughed and then Vinny groaned in pain. Thats why i dont drink a lot. The last time i drank a lot is when i left Black Veil Brides. I drank almost everyday and every hour and i was super drunk. I just wanted to forget my feelings.

I hear foot steps coming from the stairs, i look up and low and behold, its Andy. His hair is a mess and he only wore his pants he wore last night. I blushed and looked away. I snuggled more into Chris and he squeezed me tight.

"Morning guys." Andy groggily said from the stairs. Chris looks up to Andy and i almost had a heart attack. Please dont say anything.

"Morning dude. Looks like you a rough night." I just buried my head in Chris's shoulders as he sat right next to Vinny. As soon as he saw me next to Chris, his face fell and he looked sad.

"Yeah. It was rough." He chuckled a little. God i hate being here in the same room as both of them. I got up, looking at Andy then to Chris and smiled.

"Im going to check on the other guys." I quickly walked away and out the back. All the others were still sleeping. Thankfully no one was in the pool. God i hope Andy isnt in there telling Chris about last night.

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It was now midday and everyone was up and nursing their hangover. I stayed away from Chris and Andy. I just cant be near the two of them in the same room. Something is bound to happen.

Some people went home while others laid around the house. Alice, Chris, Andy, Ricky, and Vinny were those who stayed. The whole time i was tense. I eventually went up to my room to escape everyone.

"You ok?" Alice asks, coming in and sitting on the bed next to me. I looked down on the ground, then out the window where Andy left the blanket.

"If i tell you something, it stays between us right?" She nodded, looking confused.

"You can tell me anything. A girls honor." She held out her pinky and i locked mine with hers. I took a deep breath.

"So me and um..... Me and Andy... We sorta kinda fucked...." I squeaked out. Her face dropped.

"You what!!" She said kinda loud. I put my hand over her mouth and tired to calm her.

"How?!" She whispered yelled once i pulled my hand away.

"I dont know! It all happened so fast. Please dont tell Chris." I begged. She folded her arms and looked at me.

"Girl im not going to tell him. Thats your business not mine. All im saying is maybe being friends with Andy isnt a good thing if your with Chris." She was right. Maybe i shouldn't be friends with Andy. Especially since everytime im alone with him we end up making out or fucking. But i cant stay away from Andy. He's my best friend. Since i was 5. And i love him. God why does life have to be so hard? Why did Andy have to come back into mine?

Alice and i talked for awhile more before she had to get home. Now its time for me to go downstairs where the rest of the guys are. Once i make it to the bottom of the steps i could hear Chris talking to someone in the kitchen.

"Yeah man. I love Charlie. I just hope that Andy coming back in her life doesnt mess things up." Oh no. Two guys. In love with me?! This cannot go well.

"Yeah i feel you dude. But give him a break. They have been friends all their lives." Ricky said before Chris cut him off.

"Yes but she's loved him for awhile. She told me back in Ohio she slept in the same bed as him and then days later says she loves him in front of his ex." Chris seemed upset. Back at the coffee shop he did like me. Thats why he looked sad when i told him i cuddled with Andy.

"Wow. Well at least we know Andy doesnt love her back." Ricky moved. I jumped thinking he was coming out the kitchen but he wasnt. But Ricky was wrong. Andy dis love me.

"We dont know that yet. Why did she run away the other day after she talked to Andy? She never told me why. And then in the hospital they were crying together. Theres something going on there." Fuck. Hes onto me. He cant know about Andy. I couldnt listen to Anymore. I grab my car keys and head out the front door, passing a still shirtless Andy. There is way to much tension in this house.

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A/n: Well sorry for the wait. Ive been extremely busy. Anyway. Hope you enjoy. And we shall see where this story goes.

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