"Im pregnant." Andy's eyes goes wide. If he had water in his mouth he would for sure spit it out. Andy starts panicking and thinking to himself.
"Its not a bad thing Andy." He gave me a glare, not saying a single word. Andy was never this dramatic over things, and besides hes always wanted kids. "Andy..." I shook his shoulder then he finally broke.
"Your pregnant? Meaning little me?" I nodded my head, very confused. "Oh wow! Um... We-we fucked without a...?" I nodded my head once again. Andy looked down in distraught.
"Andy, its fine. We will raise the kid together and be a happy little family like you always wanted." I rubbed his back hoping to cheer him up.
"I am excited but what does that mean for both of our carriers?" He had a point. He was far along his carrier and with a band while i was just on the sidelines in mine. We barley announced to the world that we were dating. What are they going to think when i tell them we are expecting. We could always hide it from the world but what will that mean for our carriers?
"We can still do what we love while having a family. So many other musicians do that. Its not the end of the world if we have this kid. Im not going to leave. Besides ive waited so many years for you Andy. Im not giving up now." We both laughed. Andy came over and hugged me gently, kissing me on my forehead.
"I love you Charlie. No matter what and im not losing you again." He says planting a kiss on my lips. That made me smile knowing we are going to get through this together.
3 WEEKS LATER
All the guys sat around the living room including Chris and my former band mates. My body shook with nerves. Andy and i were about to announce that i was pregnant. I was only a month in and thankfully not showing yet. Juliet was also here to support me along with Colby. The only two people who actually knew. Im surprised even the YouTube boys even showed up. Everyone i knew was here making me more nervous.
"You got this Charlie." Colby reassured me and patting me on the back as he walked into the living room. I just nodded my head and looked over to Andy who was also nervous. I had no idea how some of these people would react.
"Come on babe. We got this." Andy said taking my hand and leading me into the living room. The room immediately got quiet as soon as their eyes landed on us.
"We gathered you all here today because we have an announcement to make." Andy looks down to me as i clear my throat. I look to Juliet who just gives me a thumbs up.
"Um..." I cleared my throat again. Andy went behind me and rubbed my shoulders before whispering in my ear.
"Take your time." I nodded my head. I should just plain out say it.
"Im pregnant." Everyone gasps. While some come up to me and congratulate us both, others look sad. Chris gets up and heads to the door. I look to Andy who just nodded his head understanding.
"Chris wait!" I push past everyone and run out the door to catch up with him. I grab a hold of his hand and he stops, turning around to look at me, tears threatening to fall. He looks away, not wanting to look at me. "Chris..." I quietly say, letting go of his hand. We stood in complete silence, not knowing what to say to each other. It must be hard for him knowing im pregnant and he loved me.
"Chris talk to me." I sat on the steps that lead up to the door. He didnt budge. "Chris?" He finally sat down with a sigh. He never looked my way. Just kept looking forward or at the ground.
"I thought we were on good terms." I muttered sadly, just enough so he can hear me. I was so hurt and confused on why Chris was mad. We were doing just fine and we were best friends. He even hung out with me and Juliet on tour. Why all of a sudden?
"We are.... We were..." He seemed so confused on where we stand and what is going to happen. Did Chris still like me?
"This doesn't have to change our friendship Chris. You could be the little ones uncle or godfather." I never thought about who would be the godparents but i think Chris would make a good godfather. He sighed again, looking at me with sadness in his eyes. I knew telling Chris would hurt him but he had to know.
"I know. But it hurts me Charlie. I loved you but you chose Andy. And even though i knew you would go for him when you had the chance, i still loved you. You left me and not even a day later you were with Andy. And now months into your relationship you guys are having a kid while im still getting over you! During warped tour I thought we can be friends and i would get over it but i didnt. We were friends for so long and even then i still liked you." He swallowed hard as tears fell down his face. Ive seen Chris cry before but not like this. When we broke up he was sad and i didnt know he was still hurting. "Charlie. Do what you want with your life. Make your own decisions and fuck up other peoples lives, but i cant be your friend. I cant be around you if i love you. Its always going to be Andy." Tears trailed down my face as my heart broke.
Chris started to walk away, almost sprinting to his car. "Chris wait!" He got in his car, full on sobbing at this point and drove down the street. I tried to chase after him, calling his name. "Chris!!" I fell to my knees on the sidewalk, crying. I felt his pain. Every inch of it. It was like me back in high school with Andy and Juliet. I hurt knowing i ruined my friendship with Chris and he may never come back.
People come rushing out the house to see what all the commotion was about. Andy came running up to me as soon as he saw my on the sidewalk crying my guts out. "Its ok. Im here." He said with a calmness in his voice, stroking my hair. I have no clue why i was a little mad at him for Chris leaving. It wasnt his fault.
"Its always going to be Andy." Those words stung me every time it replayed in my mind. Chris was there for me during the last seven years when no one else was. He was a good friend. But he was right. Now i may never see Chris ever in my life and that stung.
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"Hey. How are you holding up?" Colby asked as he walked into the dark room over to where i lay. I spent all afternoon, crying in the guest room, not wanting to see anyone. Not even Andy. I didnt say anything to Colby as he sat next to me on the bed, my back to him.
"I know its hard when you lose a friend, especially like that. Close friends are the hardest to let go, But we are here for you. Im here for you. He'll come around Charlie." I turn around to face Colby, tears no longer falling.
"No he wont. Im never going to see him ever again and he made that clear." The situation is exactly how it was when i left Black Veil Brides. I never intended to see Andy ever again after i left because he chose Juliet. I never knew he liked me until he came back into my life and i ruin my relationship with Chris even though he made me happy. What i had with Chris was way different than Andy. Chris never wants to see me again.
"I hope you get better Charlie. Not for yourself but for your kid." He gets up and leaves the room, leaving me in the dark to sulk. Heartbreak is a bitch.
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Love At Last- Andy Biersack- Sequel
Fanfiction**May change the ending!!** Its been 7 years since Andy has seen Charlie. Things for the both of them had been successful with their careers but not so much with their personal life. As Andy struggles to get connected with Charlie again, Charlie st...
