The next morning i laid in bed and thought of all the possibilities that awaited me. I had a hard choice to make. Harder than just chosing between Chris and Andy. I had dreams, but i also had a life. Maybe those boys were right. I should follow my dreams and chase my heart or one day, I'll regret taking the chance of a happy life. Sure im happy now with my band and all my friends but im away from the one person ive loved my whole life. I finally chose them and he chose me but here i am, ignoring him and miles away.
I felt bad for Andy. He must be wondering whats going on. So many thoughts ran through my head. I look over to my nightstand where pictures of my band mates stood. Some of which were from tour. Other pictures were with Motionless In White. Do i really want to leave all them behind for a boy? I could hear Alice screaming at me in my head.
"You've loved Andy for how long and your asking to leave here to be with him?"
I laughed to myself. Alice would probably tell me the same thing as those boys did last night. I gave up my dreams before and i dint think I want to waist them again.
I grabbed my phone and texted Sam and Colby, telling them to come over around noon. Then i dialed up Alice's number.
"Tell everyone including the Motionless boys to meet at my house in an hour." Was all i said before i hung up. I needed to tell them my decision. I needed to tell them i wanted to move out of Pennsylvania.
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"You probably are all wondering why i gathered you all here today." I said, looking around the room. All the guys arrived at my house about an hour after i summoned them. They all wore confused faces and had so many questions. I myself was very nervous and when Chris walked in, my anxiety rose.
"Its not a party." They all chuckled and faked cried. I rolled my eyes. "No i wanted to tell you all something." They quieted down and waited for me to continue. "I have decided to follow my dreams." They all looked at me with confusion. I figured this would happen. No one really knew my high school dreams but Andy and my band. I never talked to Chris about it.
"For awhile ive contemplated on whether or not i should. But over the past few days all the signs have been leading me towards yes." Thoughts of my conversation with Juliet and Sam and Colby flash up in my head. They both said to follow my heart. Chris said the same thing. Follow my heart and my heart longs for Andy.
I look over to Chris who smiled and nodded his head. Im glad we can be friends again and he approves of my choices even if i havent said them yet. "I have decided to move to L.A." They all gave me shocked looks, everyone except Chris.
"What!? Why now?" Ricky asked like he didnt want me to go.
"To be with Andy." Alice raised her voice. All the boys looked at me then to Chris. I have a feeling no one told them about Chris and I breaking up.
"I thought you and Chris were dating. And now your leaving to go be with Andy?" I could understand the confusion in Balz's voice. I understand how confused they all were. I sat down on the couch across from everyone. How do i explain to the boys that i left Chris for Andy without making anyone mad? I looked to my band mates for help but none if them said a word. They wanted me to fight my own battles.
"I um.... Me and Chris." I looked at him and he nodded. "We mutually agreed to stay friends." They all looked confused, their eyes begging for me to go on. I didnt speak another word of it.
"I know you all may have so many questions right now but this is what i want. I want to move to L.A. and be with Andy. I want to live up to my dreams and do the things ive wanted to do since Highschool. Ive been running for to long." No one said a word. I was afraid they'd hate me for leaving.
Chris gets up and comes over to hug me, followed by Ricky and Ghost. They squeezed me tight. "We cant stop you from your dreams Charlie. All of us here are living ours and you should too." Ghost said pulling away from the hug and sitting back on the couch.
"Yeah go get your man Charlie. And remember. We are always friends." Chris said holding out his pinky. I hooked his pinky with mine and we shook laughing at it. I turn to my band mates. I have no clue if this meant the end of The Skeletons.
"This doesn't mean the end of our music if you guys still want to make music then I'll be there one hundred percent of the way." I reassured them, letting them know i dont want this to end just because im moving all the way across the country.
"Honestly i want to do other things too. I dont want to be tied down to the band and not pursue the career i actually want to do." Nathan said giving me a great shock. For as long as i remember Nathan loved making music. Hes the one who started this band granted i wasnt in it when they first started.
"What did you want to do?" Alice asked sounding kinda hurt and i didnt blame her. I would've never expected this from Nathan.
"I want to become a lawyer or a cop. Anything to get justice for those who need it." He said it with such passion and emotion. He was really set on it and i was happy for him.
"You do you man. I support you. But maybe hes right. Maybe its time for The Skeletons to split up, go out own ways with our careers. Music or not." Anthony spoke up. I smiled. He was always the father figure of the band and in some ways he reminded me of CC. He always supported all of us and helped us through any problems we had.
"I agree. Our contract with Hightech Records was coming to an end anyway. Besides. I kinda want to be on my own for once." Alice always wanted to get out of Ohio to live her own life. We have been up her butt being on tour and making music fir the past seven years. Perhaps it was time to grow apart and go our separate ways to do what we all wanted to do.
"So its settled. This is the end of The Skeletons and we should all go our separate ways. This doesn't mean we all cant be friends anymore." We all agreed and made a hand shake. We all vowed to stay in contact and play music together every now again.
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Most if the boys went home. The only ones that stayed were Chris, Ricky, Balz and Vinny. We all talked for a bit about life and the future until Sam and Colby arrived. Soon enough all the boys helped me pack a lot of my stuff. Within a week I'll be headed to L.A.
"So do you think we can come with you on the road trip over to L.A.?" Colby asked as we sat down. All the other boys left for night so it was just me and the YouTubers.
"Of course you can!" I smiled as i looked around this house. I didn't want to sell this house. I still wanted to keep it maybe for vacation or if ever do decide to come back. Either way im ready to go to L.A. Im ready to spend my life with Andy like i dreamed of in highschool. Who knows where that will lead me.
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A/N: it took me like 3 tries to write this chapter. I kept writing it then i didnt like it then i would restart. I like this chapter better and it fits well with the aesthetic of the book. Anyway. Enjoy and please let me know how its going. Is it good???
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