I woke up, my face feeling very crusty and dry. I cried all night along with Chris who slept next to me on the couch. I felt bad for what i did to Chris. He's liked me for a long time and i broke up with him. But i loved Andy. More than anything and i wish i was with him now.
"Wait. That was you at the bar making out with Andy wasnt it?" Chris said making coffee. I didnt say a word. He was gonna know sooner or later.
"Yes." I said quietly and i can tell that saddened Chris. I heard my phone go off in the distance then all of a sudden Chris starts crying. I walk over to where he was and saw Andys name pop up on my phone. I immediately turned it off and went to comfort Chris.
"You never liked me did you?" He cried. I wanted to cry with him. I felt like after today, our friendship was over.
"I did like you Chris. I liked you and wanted to be with you." He looked at me. Ive never seen someone like Chris cry but everyone in their life cries.
"Then what happened?" I didnt blame Chris for the way he felt. He wanted answers.
"Andy came back. The day he wanted to talk at the festival he told me he loved me. After all these years believing he didnt love me, he finally said the words i was waiting for. But i was with you and i didn't know what to do. I never stopped loving Andy, but i wanted to give you a chance Chris. I just... Loved Andy more than i thought." He turned back around to the coffee pot. He couldn't look at me and i didnt blame him. I broke his heart.
"Im sorry Chris. Im so so sorry. And after this is all over, i hope we can still be friends." I grabbed my phone and headed up to my room, leaving him to ponder his thoughts. I gave Andy a text explaining things arnt going well and i laid back in my bed.
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2 days went by like a blur. All i did was lay in bed and mope. I would occasionally get up and get something to eat but that was about it. I felt bad for what i did to Chris. I could only imagine how he feels right now. And i wasnt mad if he didn't want anything to do with me anymore. I hurt his feelings because i loved Andy. But ive loved Andy my whole life.
I decided that today i would get up and do something productive even if i really wanted to sink down back into bed. I got myself dressed and went to the mall. Sometimes when i need time to think or when i want to go out, i would go to the mall. Shopping and talking to fans usually helps my self esteem and hey, i could get new clothes.
When i arrived at the mall i immediately walked to Hot Topic. its the biggest one ive been in and i know the employees very well. "Hey Tom!" I say as i see my favorite blue haired employee. He saw me and immediately smiled.
"Oh my god! Where have you been! We missed you!" He gave me a hug and shook my hand. He always tried to be a little be professional.
"Oh you know. Out and about on tour. Oh and i went to L.A. for the first time." He looked shocked. I used to talk about going to L.A. all the time. Even in interviews.
"Oh my god. Im so happy for you!" Another employee walks up. One i havent seen at all. She must be new. She had light pink hair and very big winged eyeliner. She wore a striped long sleeve shirt with a skirt. She was pretty. "Oh Charlie. This is my new employee, Jane. She took over my place." She gave a slight wave then took a customer ready to pay.
"Your place?" I looked at him confused. Did he get promoted.
"Oh. Im manager now." He pointed to his name tag that said manager under his name. I was happy for him. Hes always wanted manager at this place. For as long as ive known him hes worked hard here.
"That's great! Im happy for you!" I gave him a hug. "You got the new merch?" I ask. It would be nice to buy a couple of my bands merch to sign and give away. I always liked giving back to people.
"Yeah back here." Tom took me to the back wall if the store and sure enough, he both of our new designs. I took 5 of each and walked to the registrar where Jane helped me pay.
"Im a huge fan of you. Tom told me The Skeletons and Motionless In White shop here often." I smiled but deep down i felt bad.
"Thank you." I smiled then went back over to Tom. We talked a bit more before i went my way to other stores around the mall.
Just as i was browsing around the music store in the mall i hear someone call my name. I turn around and there she was. Ten feet away stood my ex nemesis.
"Charlie is that you?" She said as she walked over to me. I couldnt move, couldnt say anything. I was shocked. Many thoughts came back to my mind making me have a slight panic attack.
"Charlie its me, Juliet."
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A/N: shocker. Cliffhanger but dont worry. Im in a writing mood. Only because tomorrow im going to finish packing and Thursday i have a flight to Indiana. So heres goes another
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