Personal Justice

Look Away

TW!!!!!!! Nudity, razor blades, and abuse 

a/n this chapter is really intense yall, just a heads up, also tysm for 50 reads, what?!?!

Emily's POV:

I walked to the corner of the room and just sat there, staring at the wall with my knees to my chest, I wasn't crying or screaming; I wasn't doing anything. If I started to I would never stop. JJ walked over to me and put her hand on my shoulder "Em she's alive, and Garcia is working on tracking down where that email was sent. He's acting out of character because he can't get to Leo directly. That's a good thing, that makes him messy, and messiness is easy to catch." She reassured me.

Y/N's POV:

He tied me back to the chair, naked and vulnerable, I knew I would likely never be able to look the team in the eye again if they saw this, but in case they do, I need tell Emily something, "Emily my love you are the light of my life. I don't know if you are actually seeing this right now and this could all be a trap that gets me killed, but I love you so much. I was cleaning our room the other day and saw something I probably wasn't supposed to, but I have my answer. Yes I will marry you so I, y/n y/l/n, take you, Emily Prentiss, to be my wife, to have and to hold," I cried, "for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part. Now I need you to do something for me, okay? I need you to not shut off your emotions, I know that you are feeling awful right now, and I wish I could change that, but I need you to stay you. And I need you to look after Leo and the team. But most importantly, I need you to stop watching this, you don't need to see this, let the team sort through all this footage, you just watch after Tristan and Lay Lay, I figure Leo brought you there, since there's nowhere else to go. I love you baby, tell my family I love them and be there for Tristan and Lay Lay and Leo. I'll see you soon okay? Look away." I was sobbing and as I finished I finally let myself lean over and vomit everything I had been choking back since he untied me.

Emily's POV:

Suddenly, Garcia's face vanished from the computers and y/n appeared. She was clearly scared, but she mustered the courage to say something, "Emily my love you are the light of my life." Right after I heard that I shot up and my eyes didn't leave that computer screen until she told me to. I stood there, facing the back of the room in agony. I'm completely helpless, that was the love of my life, and she was being so strong. I never wanted to hear those words like that, I wanted to hear them said to me as we wore beautiful white gowns in front of all our friends and family on the happiest day of our lives, not possibly the last.

Everyone's eyes darted to me as I screamed and fell to the floor sobbing. Tristan left the room before the computer was hacked, so luckily she didn't see that. JJ and Morgan helped me up and brought me out of the room and onto a couch in the living room at the end of the hall. I sat on the couch sobbing as JJ rubbed my head and shushed me. Leo ran down the stairs and towards me after he heard the scream and asked me what was wrong. I couldn't muster the courage or strength to even look at him; I just sobbed and kept lying on JJ's lap. I saw Morgan pull him upstairs and I heard Leo screaming and then a big bang. I was confused so I got off of JJ's lap, still crying to see what that was, then when I ran upstairs, I saw the holes in the wall from Leo punching it, and Tristan standing next to him, sobbing as well, as they both collapsed and tried to comfort one another. Hotch popped his head outside of the door and yelled, "We have a lead but we need some help!"

Leo quickly tried to compose himself, and I attempted to follow suit, we both looked at each other and took a deep breath and started heading to the room again. When we entered, we saw they now had 3 different computers that they grabbed from the SUV's, one still had the live stream of y/n on it, but before either of us could get a good look at it, Rossi stood right in front of it. I was honestly so glad he did because if it was there I couldn't stop myself from looking, and doing that would only make me worse.