Personal Justice

Awake

TW!!! Medical talk and mentions of narcotics 

a/n: thank you so much for 140 reads!!!! I feel like they just keep on increasing and I just want to say thank you! That's crazy to me. Also, I probably won't post anything this weekend since I'll be visiting my bio mom for mothers day, but I got a couple parts ahead in writing tonight and I'll post those throughout the week. This chapter is kind of long compared to the others so, i'm sorry for that. 

Y/n's POV:

I woke up and heard Leo talking to me about one of the games we used to play growing up. I heard the hums of a ventilator and realized I was intubated, so he must have gotten me bad. By the time I finally registered that I was awake and I opened my eyes and saw Leo sitting by me, crying. I then heard him excitedly whisper he'd go get Emily and I started crying. I hadn't seen her in over 2 days, and those were 2 days of hell. I was crying and trying to cough at the uncomfortable feeling in my throat when Emily walked in and grabbed my hand tightly. I tried to tell her I loved her, but nothing came out. "Sshhh, don't try to talk Baby. It's okay. I know I love you too."

I looked over at her and just cried and held her hand. Then after a few moments of rejoicing, the doctor looked at me and said, "When EMS arrived, you were in pretty bad shape, but we were able to stabilize you. The reason you can't talk right now is because one of your injuries collapsed your lung and we had to repair it. However, within the next day or so, if your oxygen levels raise enough, or you breathe over the tube, we can take it out. Until then, I think your family knows how much you love them." He winked and smiled as he started leaving the room.

"Hey doc," Leo interrupted his exit, "is it okay if some of our teams comes in and says hi?" Leo asked.

"I suppose, as long as they're careful and you don't get too excited." The doctor looked at me as he left.

The idea of seeing the whole team really freaked me out right now, and Emily could tell that, so she interrupted Leo as he started to walk out.

"Hey Leo, let's give it a few; maybe when she knocks out again." She looks at me and laughs. While I just playfully hit her arm with all the strength I could build. "Rude!" She exclaims, "Okay asshole, go to sleep, we'll all still be here when you wake up."

I tried to motion her over, to tell her to put her head down and go to sleep to. When she doesn't get it though, I make a writing motion in the air and they finally understand that I want to write. Leo hands me a yellow legal pad from the counter next to him and a pen he found there as well, and I write, "you 2 sleep 2". "Really, I'll have you know, I slept like 2 days ago, so, ha!" she joked, and I just glared at her, "Okay fine I'll get some sleep." She laid her head down on the bed next to me and held my hand as we both drifted off to sleep.

Y/n's dream

I was at home with Emily and we were cuddling with Sergio and watching a rerun of the Big Bang Theory when there was a knock at the door. Emily looked at me with puppy dog eyes and said, "Can you pleaseeee get that. I'm so comfyyyyy."

"I'm about to make you not comfy if you keep up that attitude." I said squeezing her thigh as I got up and headed towards the door. I opened the door while I was still looking at her, but when I saw him I yelled for Emily as I reached for my gun on my hip holster, but it wasn't there, and when I reached for the one we keep on the entrance table, it wasn't there either. He suddenly shot Emily and grabbed me and started to pin me down.

"y/n..."

"y/n!!!"

I suddenly woke up and was hyperventilating and shaking when I saw Emily rubbing my arms and trying to comfort me as I woke up. I heard Leo run out of the room and run back in with the doctor.