alt stream

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Y/N's POV:

After a long conversation we decided that doing a stream together it won't hurt us at all. We have  been together for a year, we both want to do this it's not like someone is forcing us.

Hoping that nothing weird it's gonna happen. To be honest am excited but nervous at the same time. What if someone is gonna make fun of me or say that am not good enough for him.

As you can tell it's my first time in front of the camera or more like the stream. But the good thing is that we are doing an alt stream so there isn't a lot of pressure.

Karl can see that am anxious. He is coming towards the couch where am sitting.

"Hey are good?" He asks with a concern face.

"Oh yeah am fine, a little a bit anxious but it will pass don't worry" I say with a comforting smile while looking towards his direction.

"Are you sure, you know we don't have to do this, we don't owe anyone anything" he says while putting his arms around me.

"I know, I really want to do this is just you know... am scared that people will judge me because am going to be myself" I say trying not to cry, looking at the floor.

He placed his hand on my check that now is getting red by my anxiety. Looking at him with nothing to hide every emotion was out in the open just for him to see.

"Hey, look at me, not a single person will change the way I fell about you, you know that, I love you because you are who you are" he declares.

After he says those exact words I threw my self to him hugging him tighter by the seconds.

Why is it we are not afraid to show our selves to the person we love the most, but frightened to expose our true identity to the people around them (by them i mean him), I thought to myself.

With a cracking voice I say thank you.

"You don't have to fear anything I will always be by your side not matter what, nothing can make me hate nothing I promise" Karl says.

Am probably doing a pt2 not sure. Make sure to vote please. Take care of your selves people!

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