Saiibo oneshots (finished)

Too much stress

Requested by:Flaming_SaiiboAce
Fluff
Warnings: self-harm,
Sensitive?-dont read
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This is pregame AU
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Keebo pov

I was walking with my head low. My head was debating from everything in my mind it was all too much feelings, school, bullies, life at home, grades everything was swirling in my head. I could keep it calm if somebody would do something. I but inside of my cheek i til it bleed and scratched my nails out of habit....i need to feel pain.

At that I saw Shuichi. I looked down and I shook my head 'everything is too much' Shuichi approached me "hey-" he started but I snapped "DONT YOU HEY ME!!! WHAT A HELL SHUICHI!!! I yelled and he took a step back "huh what?" My anger grew "OH DONT YOU PLAY DUMB YOU GREET ME TALK TO ME EVERYTHING LIKE THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WHILE EVERYTHING IS COLLAPSING ON THE GROUND!!! WHAT A HELL!!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!" He was confused and took more steps back "Keebo is there-?" I cut him off "SCREW OFF ALREDY!!!" I yelled and Shuichi ran away.

At that I knew I screwed up 'great my beat friend and crush hates me now' I went behind the school and slid down the wall...I'll talk to him after this class. I need some time alone...

The school day went as normal, I was trying to get a hold of Shuichi but he was always with someone or I was late and the classes already started. I'll try tomorrow...

-time skip to tomorrow by tequila-
Keebo pov

I tried today again. And it was worse, Shuichi was constantly getting bullied by his bullies and beaten up. I stopped them as much as I can, what happened yesterday at home wasn't a good experience.

I got a hold if Shuichi, I cant get my words out. I shook my head and ran, ran away from my problems.

I couldn't get a hold of Shuichi again. I ran into the bathroom to calm myself down today while I put bandages on my fingers. They were full of blood, I cant help it. I want the pain...

Shuichi pov

Something really wrong with Keebo, hes been acting weird and is loosing the color in his eyes. They are becoming duller and duller. I know that feeling, feeling of giving up. Felling you deserve to suffer

*BAM*

"Well well well bo hero today huh freak" he said and then went close to my ear "its okay my little toy...I'm gonna be nice today" this is going to far "no please no!" I pleaded and at that Keebo came and scared them away. I saw his eyes were glossy "Shuichi....I-I" he ran away again...

I tried to reach for him but I remembered the words he said "SCRE OFF ALREDY!!" They hurt more than he thought. I cant help him.
I walked away with my head low...

-time skip to next day by vodka-
Keebo pov

"Lookie that, Keebo the hero. Trying to save the freak" the spat on me and pushed me into the wall pinning me there "let me go" I tried to brake out but they were strong "lets see what we can do" he smiled and punched me.

And at that it hit me. I deserve everything, I deserve every punishment my parents gave me, I deserve the beating and all the insults they gave me. I have no one, nobody cares I deserve it.

I felt being dragged away dm pushed i to the mud, the suffocated me until I passed out...

I woke up and saw that the school was over...I ran the only thing I'm good at running. I ran and ran away from school away from my parents away from my life...I want it to end. End it please!!

Shuichi pov

I was walking to school searching for Keebo and at that I had enough. He was pushing me away, but at that I remembered his eyes. There was hope, he was pleading with his eyes for me to stay.

I was such a fool.

I ran away and tried to find keebo. I need to find him. I can just leave him like that!

I was searching for him everywhere, I was skipping school I dont care.

After a while I found him again the dumpster shaking and holding himself close. I went towards him, he looked at me "GO AWAY SHUICHI!" He yelled but looked into my eyes, he was pleading me to stay.

I knelled down and put him into a hug, he hugged me back and soon started crying into my shoulder. He was barely keeping a a grip on my uniform as he cried. I held him tighter "its okay....I'm here now its okay" I told him and he just went closer to me.

I held him close "why did you do this?" I asked and he just wen closer "I cant...cant do this anymore *hic*" I held him close "yes you can....please dont give up" I told him and hugged him close "please dont give up cause...I love you Keebo" I told him and he pulled out of my embrace and looked at me "I love you too...Im sorry that I pushed you away, everything is too much, I cant handle it....help me please!" He pleaded and I gave him a kiss on the head as I hugged him.

"I promise that everything will be fine now" I said and started fo kiss all over his face "for every kiss, it will get better cause I'm here now" I said and he wiped his tears "thank you Shu....I love you...please don't leave" I kissed him on the lips.

"I'll never leave"

THE END

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