I'm sorry for not believing or trusting you. Despite all of these hints and rumours spreading like wildfire, I couldn't bring myself to trust my intuition, let alone you.
I hate myself for falling so easily and failing to recognise my true allies, because after all these years, I should have spent them wisely.
Ignoring the fact that I worked hard to improve myself, I can't help but think how much of it was done for you and not for myself. I'm aware of how completely broken and lost I am when it comes to who I trust and care for. I finally understand what it's like to be alone and have loved and trusted people turn on you. I was manipulated into believing that if I improved for everyone else, I wouldn't be such a naive person, but I still am after all these years.
I'm stupid, disgusting, and desperate, like you said, because I thought I'd finally find the one. The one I could spend eternity with, caring for them until we parted ways, protecting them from their nightmares, expressing my feelings to them on our darkest days, and loving them until their last breath.
I hate myself for finally realizing after everything we've been through...
I love you
YOU ARE READING
I've Changed
Romance[editing...] Change For Me (sequel) Three years later... "My biggest regret is leaving you. I don't care if you are my friend, enemy, or stranger I will not give up until I've proven my worth and have you back in my life. Whether it takes months, ye...
