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There was no way on Earth I could be pregnant. I mean...maybe there was a way. The thought of me not being human anymore completely slipped our minds and we used no protection.
How could I be so fucking stupid?
I gripped my hair in frustration and bounced my leg nervously on the hardwood floor. Syn left almost twenty minutes ago to get a pregnancy test, but it felt like he left years ago. I stood up from the edge of the bed and began pacing the room.
What type of child would Syn and I have? Would they be soulless as he was? Would they be good or evil?
Those were the questions I should've asked myself before I had unprotected sex with the man. Our relationship only just became stable if we could even call it that.
I heard the front door close shut and I sighed in relief. I raced down the stairs and Syn looked at me as he held up a black plastic bag. He emptied the bag onto the table and I walked closer to survey the items. There were six pregnancy tests. Why did he get six?
Noticing the question in my eyes he shrugged. "Just to be sure."
I remained silent and picked up one and rushed to the restroom on my own. Closing the door behind me, I leaned against the door and took deep breaths to calm my racing heart. I looked at the test and internally cringed.
When I imagined myself having a kid I always expected to be married first, have a stable job...a stable relationship. Of course, those plans were now completely flushed down the toilet. I was nowhere near ready to be a mother, I didn't want to. So I prayed that it would be negative.
I set the test down on the counter and stood there for what seemed like five minutes not knowing what to do. I didn't even need to pee.
Water, water would help.
I walked towards the door, quickly opened it, and jumped when I saw Syn standing there with a water bottle in his hand. After everything we've been through these past couple of weeks and how close we've gotten, I shouldn't have been so nervous. But I couldn't help it.
I didn't know how he felt about this and he most likely wouldn't tell me. Besides James, Syn didn't seem to care for children. I on the other hand loved kids, but I didn't know my feelings about one that we would potentially have.
"Thanks," I muttered quickly and took the bottle. I closed the door immediately after again and downed the water bottle. A few minutes, I needed to pee and immediately grabbed the stick and did what I needed to.
When I finished I set it down and cleaned myself up. I looked in the mirror nervously as I tried to avoid the view of the results. The instructions said it would take a few minutes but fuck. This was torture.
Not being able to take it anymore, I grabbed the test and opened a drawer in the bathroom. I dropped it in and slammed it shut. It provided me temporary relief and I sat down on the counter.
