Please Remember Me

Chapter 32

How Can Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want Them To Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me

Jordan POV

We sat quietly in the waiting room. Me, Josh, Keith, Mir, and Carly. Yes Mir actually brought Carly.

"All in favor of fucking Duke up..." Keith said raising his hand. Everyone slowly raised their hands.

"Then we go to jail dumb asses. We could get him back by calling the family services." I said.

"Stop being so nice." Carly turned her nose up. "Violence is the answer."

"No violence is not the answer, Malcolm X! I agree with Jordan." Josh said earning a eye roll from Carly.

"Whatever." She mumbled.

"What if she don't survive?" Keith's voice shook.

"We won't think like that." Mir rubbed his back.

"Fuck it. Ima ride out for Fe." Carly crossed her arms.

"Well you should have kept your ratchet ass in New York!" I snapped. Everybody stared at me, but who ass they gone whoop?! Not mines!

"Ratchet? If I recall, it was you that-"

"Both of y'all ratchet now shut up!" Mir yelled. Josh threw his arms around me and kissed my cheek.

"While y'all all laid the fuck up, your parents too busy trying to kill mine!" Keith stared at me with rage.

"Tell your mom to stay out of shit she can't handle." I rolled my eyes. Fuck them. When Felix gets well I'm cutting all they asses off.

Josh POV

This click ain't the same no more. Everybody out for each other.

"Y'all tripping." I shook my head.

"Oh really Mr. Perfect? I hate for your next best friend to bring their girl around you." This random bitch that I don't even know speaking on shit she don't know.

"Mir must told you that lie?" I burned a while in Mir's face.

"I don't have to lie homie." He said calmly. I can't wait till Fe get okay. I'm gone set some rules and regulations on this dysfunctional ass click.

Keith's POV

Everybody arguing and shit. Ain't nobody noticed that a tear escaped my eyes. I quickly wiped it before anyone could see.

Fe was all I had. I should have went home with her instead of arguing with my crack head mom!

Damn I feel bad.

Amir's POV

Since everybody clicked up ain't no point in having a crew no more. I mean Fe with Keith. Josh with Jay. Carly with me and Georgia just here to ruin it all.

Fuck this crew. I'm done with it.

Jordan POV

I stood up and walk towards the front desk. We've been here five hours. At least tell us if she's alive or not!

"May I help you?" This blonde looked at me over her thick rimmed glasses.

"I want an update on Felix Bailor." I said as nice as I could.

She began typing on her computer and scrolling through stuff. I looked back at my friends and they stared back at me.

"She's in room 204." she said. I didn't budge. Actually my blood began boiling. I'm sure my face was red now.

"So you telling me that we could have been saw her?! You had us waiting here for five fucking hours?!" I yelled. Josh grabbed me and drug me to the back with everyone else.

"Stay cool." He told me. We all walked into room 204 and saw Felix laying there looking half dead.

"Baby." Keith ran to her said.

A doctor walked in with a clipboard.

"She suffered from a fractured back and head. Her ribs and badly bruised. I say that the girl is blessed to be alive." He shook his head disappointedly.

"What about her face?! Her face was flawless until he fucked it up!" Keith snapped.

"The swelling and bruising will go down in I say....two weeks." The doctor said.

I looked back to Felix and noticed a scratch on her chest that was stitched up. Her fingernails were all split and bloody. Patches of her hair was missing. I mean damn...this don't even look like Felix!

"I'm going to be sick." I walked out holding my stomach. I ran to the bathroom and leaned against the sink and cried. My best friend needed me. I shouldn't have let her leave. I should have been there for her.

I looked up at my reflection and noticed my eyes were blood shot red.

"You okay?" Carly walked in and posted up beside me on the sink. After our little altercation I thought she was mad.

"You?" I asked. She sighed and rubbed her eyes.

"No. I thought she was safer here with you." She shrugged.

"She told me she was." I cried more. Carly wrapped her arms around me as I cried in her t shirt.

"Y'all okay in there?" I heard Amir at the door.

"Go away Mir. We okay." Carly said. She lifted my head off her shoulder and touched my chin.

"You okay Jay?" She said softly.

"That's fucked up Carly. He didn't have to-"

I was cut off by soft smooth lips connecting to mine. Her hands cupped my cheeks as she deepened the kiss.

"Mmm." I mumbled. I quickly pulled away wiped my mouth.

We stood there staring at each other in shock.

"Carly...what the fuck was that?" I asked softly. I'm too in shock to get loud. She looked just as confused as me.

"Tell me you didn't feel anything when I held you." She said. Her eyes got watery.

"Feel anything?! We supposed to be friends." I said.

"I am your friend." She grabbed my hand but I snatched away.

"You're gay." I said in disgust. She looked hurt by my actions and words.

"I'm not gay." She said quickly.

"Well what the fuck are you Carly?!" I snapped.

"I don't walk around looking at other bitches. You're the only girl I ever found attractive or even cares to like. I love you Jordan." She said. I swear this is too much.

"I love you too.... but I'm not in love with you." I walked past her and out the bathroom.