Please Remember Me

Chapter 24

*There is a pic of Jordan*

Jordan POV
After school I was met by Mir in the halls. To my surprise he looked worried as if he had a secret to tell.

"Yo Ja." He said.

"Yea?" I asked with raised eye brows.

"I'm moving right after graduation." He said. I simply stared at him. Maybe he thought I would care. He did me so wrong I don't think I could.

"Okay." I said.

"So that's it? The end of our friendship and everything?" He asked in shock.

"Friends don't diss friends for hoes!" I snapped. I pushed by him and out the school. I don't have time for Mir. I'm finally happy for once and he trying to ruin it....like always!

When I walked towards my car I saw Josh leaning on it. He had parked right next to me.

"Hey big head." I said. He began laughing.

"What's funny?" I asked confused.

"My baby girl." He wrapped his arms around me and kissed my forehead.

"Break it up! Break it up!" Felix came and split us up.

"Leave these folks alone!" Keith walked over and threw his arms around her shoulder.

"So y'all must talk or something?" Josh smirked.

"Do y'all talk?" Felix snapped.

"Hell yea." I said before Josh could say anything. I could have a future with Josh. He just might be what I need.
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"So I'm bae." He said as we walked in my empty house.

"Yes. You must don't wanna be." I said dropping my bag and opening the fridge.

"I love you Jordan." Amir's heavy voice said against my ear.

I quickly snapped out of my flashback. I looked up Josh and saw he was looking at me funny.

"So you willing to put all your feelings away you got for Mir?" He asked with raised eye brows.

"I love you Mir!" I moaned as he took another stroke inside of me.

I quickly put the freaky memory out of my head. I shifted in my position from the rush of adrenaline that just ran through me.

"I care about you Josh.. a lot." I said looking straight into his dark eyes but all I could think about was how much I wanted to feel him inside of me. He stared at me so innocently.

"You know I care for you girl. I just don't wanna compete with a nigga I know can have you in the snap of a finger." He slightly frowned.

"Won't nothing come between us." Amir smiled down at me as he held me against his chest.

I quickly looked away from him and out the kitchen window. If only Josh knew I was having thoughts of Amir.

He probably would be so heart broken. I wouldn't even be as to live with myself then.

"I love you." He said bringing me out of my thoughts. I stared at him as I waited for the joke to be over.

"For real?" I asked.

"I'm so serious. I want to have a future with you Jordan. I swear I need a ill motivation in my life like you." He said.

"I will love you now and forever." Amir's voice rang through my head.

"You don't know me like that." I bagged away from him. All he gone do is turn into Amir and I don't want that. I want Josh to love me now and forever! I just want love! I want to be happy again!

"Jordan every time I'm around you I get nervous as fuck because I want to impress you. Why? I don't know. But what I do know is that I want you to trust me and believe that I don't hurt you like Amir did. He said with a straight face.

"Let's be best friends." I said while coloring my coloring sheet.

"Only if you let me share your crayons with you." He smirked.

"Cool." I slid over closer to him mat that table in kindergarten and I slid closer to him as years passed.

"Answer me Jordan." Josh begged bringing me out my thoughts.

"I love you too." I said. And when I said it I felt different. I felt like I may even mean it.