Please Remember Me

Chapter 26

Amir POV

The morning came and we were all packed and ready to go. I mean I didn't bother telling anyone else because Jordan crushed my heart enough.

I know I've done her wrong and I hate myself for that! No girl deserves to be hurt by a person she loves.

"Ready honey?" Mom asked. She came out with one more luggage.

Thank god she transferred all our things and all we have to take now are our clothes.

"Are you ready?" I smirked at her.

"No but my job needs me." She patted my back and got in the truck. I took one last look before hopping in the front seat.

I plugged my phone to the aux cord and blasted Migos.

"Boy turn that mess down! I'm bout to get on the phone!" She looked at me like I was crazy.

"Sorry." I turned it down slightly and leaned back in my seat. This bout to be a long ass ride with this lady.

"Girl okay... Yea that's Mir with this loud music. He act like he own this world!" My mom went on and on telling her friend my business.

Don't you hate when your mom get on the phone telling folks shit about you?! I be wanting to smack her ass! But I'm not gone hit my mama cause she fight like a nigga.

"Hit me and can't fight!"

Jordan's soft voice rang through my head. The day she was bout to go head to head with this grown lady.

I shook my head at that thought. Big bad Jordan.

Jordan POV

I woke up with the sun hitting me in my face. I squirmed as I rolled over. I saw a muscular back facing me.

Lord please tell me I didn't sleep with him

"Josh wake up." I shook him softly.

He rolled over but his eyes were still closed. He pulled me in closer to his chest.

"I love you too Jordan." He said talking in his sleep.

"Wake up Josh." I said a little louder. He fluttered his eyes before completely opening them.

"Good morning." He kissed my forehead.

I felt disgusted. I just slept with best friends! I feel like a straight hoe!

"Did we..." I trailed off to our clothes on the floor. I didn't even need an answer.

"Listen Ja. I love you whether you want to know it or not. I know it may take time for you to get over Mir, but it's worth the wait." He told me. I feel so guilty.

"You can't be doing this Josh." I bit down on my bottom lip.

"Why not?" He said looking crazy at me.

"Because..." I trailed off. If you could see the expression in his face it would break your heart.

"You never loved me. Did you?" His voice trembled.

"Of course I love you Josh but I love Mir too." I shook my head.

"I'm trying so hard to get him out of my mind and heart and focus on you." I grabbed his arms and pulled him closer to me. He placed his head in the crook of my neck. Our bare bodies still touching but all I wanted to do was hold him close to me and never let him go.

Felix POV

I placed my shades over my bruised eyes. I tried to cover up my scars with makeup.

Keith called and said he needed me so I'm going to his crib...if Duke don't wake up.

I quietly grabbed my purse and keys and tip toed out the house. At that point I moved quickly and left down the street.

When I knocked on his apartment door two girls were standing across the hall mugging me.

"Yea girl. She the reason he can't text me back." The red head said.

"She ain't all that girl." Her friend said.

"Excuse you bitches." I turned my nose up. Keith opened the door looking rough.

"Control your bitches, Keith." She snapped.

"Girl shut up!" Keith fanned her off and pulled me into the apartment.

"Where is my baby Austin?" I looked around and found him on the couch chewing on his toy.

"He been crying all night!" Keith held his head.

"Why you ain't been call me?" I asked. I picked the baby up and like always he went for my hair.

"I don't know. I thought I could be super brother." He shrugged.

Austin grabbed my shades and threw them across the room.

"Omg!" I panicked. I tried covering my face with my curly hair.

"What's wrong with you?" Keith asked confused.

"Nothing." I placed Austin down but didn't move the hair out my face. It was an awkward silence.

"You scaring me." Keith finally said. He gently pulled strands of my hair back revealing my black eyes.

"What the fuck?" He shot up out his seat in shock.

"Calm down Keith. It's nothing." I grabbed my glasses and quickly put them on my face.

"Who fucking with you Felix?" He grabbed my arm.

"No one. I fell." I lied. I tried squirming out his grip but it was too tight.

"Yea you fell on somebody's fist! Now just be 100 with me." He stroked my cheek.

"Duke fucked me up!" I said.

"Who the fuck is that?! A boyfriend?!" Keith said angry.

"My foster dad." I said with so much shame.

Knock knock

"I got it." I got up and looked through the peep hole. I opened the door to a young lady bout in her late 30's.

"How may I help you?" I asked the lady.

"Who is it Fe?" Keith asked from the other room.

"It's mama!" The lady called.