Please Remember Me

Chapter 38

Jordan POV

I sat at home the next day with Josh in my room.

"You really want me to come to Kentucky?" I twisted my face at that thought.

"Why not? Their college is great." He rubbed my feet as I laid down across my bed.

"I like New York and I wanted to go back." I said.

"With Mir.." He shook his head disappointedly.

"No. That's our plan Josh! We all are going to New York!" I frowned.

"Well that's not my plan." He sat at the edge of my bed with me.

"This so fucking hard." I covered my face in frustration.

"I love you so much, Jordan. I don't think you understand that." Josh shook his head and looked down.

"Remember I first came back to Chicago? You was all on a bitch." I laughed. He slightly smiled.

"Yea you wasn't giving a nigga no play." He laughed.

"Then when Mir did me wrong and I couldn't go to prom, you came to my house in the middle of the night asking for a dance." I blushed.

"Went out of my way to see you." He smirked.

"And I love you for that." I hugged him from behind and kissed his cheek.

"You made me love a girl for the first time. Now you trying to leave me." He sounded so sad.

I love Josh.... and Amir. You ever had two guys that you just couldn't choose from?! I feel like if I pick one of them I may be messing up because I didn't pick the other.

I knew Amir the longest. He knows me and my body oh so well. I feel comfortable around him, no matter how ugly I'm looking.

I love Josh though. He makes me feel pretty and like a queen. He's always being sweet and a gentlemen.

"Going to Amir and Carly party tonight, at The Mid?" Josh asked.

"Heck yea! I'm a college girl now." I smirked as i playfully threw my pretend money on Josh.

"A college girl with a NBA player for a boyfriend because he going pro after his freshman year." Josh said.

"I don't want to be no basketball wife." I stuck my tongue out at him playfully.

"I don't like my wife with a big forehead." He plucked me in the head. I hit his hand and rolled my eyes.

"Jordan, want to ride to the mall with me?" My mom burst in my room to ask me.

"Sure." I shrugged.

"Get cute and get out the sweats." She said in pure disgust. I rolled my eyes once she closed the door.

*

I walked around the mall with my mom awkwardly.

"What's wrong?" She asked.

"Nothing." I looked down in my phone to get the attention off me.

"Want to go in Charlotte Russe? I heard their sundresses are on sale." Mom nudged my shoulder.

"I don't like wearing sun dresses." I drowned.

"Well let's get new bathing suits for our banging bodies." She suggested. I laughed.

"You think your body in banging?" I asked. My mom is hot. Her curves were better than mine.

"Girl you know I look good." She stopped and posed. Two guys whistled as they passed by.

"Okay mom." I laughed. We walked off in Charlotte Russe and saw a lot of teen girls.

"She is too fat for that skirt." Mom whispered to me. I looked at a girl trying a skirt on.

"Stop mom." I told her. She grabbed this two piece bikini with pink and white stripes.

"My boobs not big enough for that." I held my chest and laughed.

"Mine is." My mom said cockily. I rolled my eyes. I saw this crop top that zip up in the front. I bet she can't get her big chest ass in this!

I grabbed it and held it up to me.

"Pretty right?" I smirked.

"I got one like that at the house." She said looking through racks. My mouth fell open.

"Well I need to be shopping in your closet!" I'm jealous that she got a bad ass body.

"This is pretty for you." She held up these skinny jeans that cuffed at the ankles.

"They are." I grabbed the jeans and threw them across my arm. We bought our things and started walked down the mall.

"I saw these new Jordans I liked." My mom said. I looked my mom up and down. She wore her white crop top with her flowered blazer on top, white high waist shorts, and her black toms. She had her honey blonde hair up in a bun. She's just beautiful. Maybe I'll look like her in the future.

*
Bad as fuck is what I'm claiming tonight baby. I'm wearing my black laced crop top with my overall set. These overall shorts made my ass stand out too. I put my black pointed toe flat on and called it a day. I wand curled my hair and applied makeup.

"What you wearing Jay?" I heard Felix asked from down the hall.

"I'm about to take a picture and send it to you." I told her. Yall know I'm extra as hell. I snapped a picture in my full length mirror and sent it to her.

"You cute!" She yelled. I laughed and grabbed my black LV clutch and phone. I headed down the hall into her room. Her beats peel was playing BBHMM.

"Bitch better have my money." She sang as she buckled her heels. She wore a white fitted dress that had her back exposed. It was exposed all the way to her butt. Then the dress was long sleeved. It was beautiful on Felix. She had these red open toed heels that went along well with it.

"You look slutty." I joked.

"Good." She grabbed her phone off the bed and began texting.

"You ready? Josh and Keith has been at the party for an whole hour now." I said.

"You know I can't walk into no party sober." She smirked. I laughed and we went downstairs. Thank God my parents are sleep.

I pulled two shot glasses out of the cabinet and a bottle of Exclusive. We chugged down three shots each and began feeling the buzz.

"We ready now bitch." She said.

"Hell yea." I smirked and headed out.