Amnesia☆

Seventeen

I didn't see Luke for two weeks. Liz said he was gone to Melbourne to see some doctor. Just a check up and he is staying with his aunt now.

I don't know when he will be back.

Do I miss him?

As much as I hate to admit it, I do.

I know he isn't my Luke but he is still Luke.

The guy I once loved.

And still do.♡

The two weeks dragged on and Ashton and Calum are always busy with something. I can hear them chatting away, all happy about something from and distance and when I go over to them,  the conversation just dies.

Like they are laughing about me. 

I haven't seen much of Melody and Thea goes to a different school so I barely see her anyway.

A week after Luke disappeared, Liz left for some conference as well. So its just me and since there is no one to make me go to school, I didn't didn't go to school. I just lay in bed and spent my time reading. Only getting up to use the bathroom and to open the door when the pizza guy comes.  I probably ate more pizza in the past week than I have I my whole life. 

I wasn't planning on going to school today, but a voice inside my head told me to get up.

So I did. I got dressed.

I put on some shoes and grab my car keys.

I didn't know where I was going but I drove.  For about two hours and ended up somewhere I hadn't been for a while.

Our secret place. It was in the woods. A place forgotten by most people but found by me and Luke.

A clearing in the middle of the woods with daisies and buttercups in the lush green over grown grass. A wooden picnic table is situated at the middle of the clearing. And on the table sitting with his head between his knees was Luke Hemmings.

I get that feeling in my stomach every time I see him and my heart beat increases.

"Luke?"

He lifts his head and surprise is evident on his face. His eyes are red and he looks like he had been crying.

Luke had been crying? Luke doesn't cry. Why was he crying?  And how did he even get here?

"Andrea?" He sounds just as confused as me.

"What are you doing here?" I ask sitting next to him on the table.

"Thinking" he answers running his hair through his blonde hair.

Moments of science pass and neither of us say anything until Luke decides to break the silence. 

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asks turning towards me, his blue eyes staring into mine.

"What? " I ask eventhough I know what he meant.

"About us" he says "why didnt you tell me?"

And my brain just froze. I dont know what to  say. Picture of us flashes in front of my eyes.

The first time I saw him.

When he took me home.

When we first kissed.

When he asked me out. 

The first time he told me he loves me.

Our drunk nights.

And my last time with my Luke.

"Andrea, answer me" he says,  grabbing my face and turning me towards him and forcing me to look at him.

Tears spill down my face. This boy has a way of making me so emotional. 

"I don't know. I don't know Luke. When you woke up that day,  you send me away like I was a Hooker and paid me. Then you went and started fucking Lana and taking every opportunity to possible me off. I thought you were gone. I thought my Luke was gone. So there was no point. But I couldn't accept that. Luke I loved you then and I love you now. And it just hurts that you hate me and it kills me to know you don't want me anymore-" 

He cuts me off and press his lips against mine.

I am surprised at first but it feels so good to have his lips against mine again.

I pull him closer and run my hand through his hair. His right hand cups my face and with his other hand he pulls me up and sits me on his lap and never breaking the kiss.

We only stop when it comes to a point when the both of us needs to breathe.

A smile spreads across my lips.

His fingers wipe away the traces of tears from earlier.

"I'm sorry " his apology sounds sincere " I didn't know" 

"Luke?"

"Hmm?" He starts playing with my hair.

"I love you"  I say "I know you don't remember much. And it's okay if you don't love me. I just want you to know that I love you"

A smile plays on his lips. 

"I don't remember much but I do remember you Andrea." He says."And I remember that I love you"

And this time I lean in and kiss him.
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