Amnesia☆

Seven

"oh.." Mr Parker seems disappointed by myu answer. " I was hoping you would say yes. Since you and Mr. Hemmings were close I thought that maybe spending time with you might help his memory a little"

He says it in such a way that I feel like a bitch for saying "no". And getting Luke's memory back isn't bad, even if he thinks I was cheating on him.

I have to say yes. I have to give it a chance. No matter the pain. It will be worth it if he gets his memory back. I m not sure how long this numbness is going to last, keeping me immune from emotional pain.

"I'll try" I croak out.

Mr. Parker's face brightens at my answer. 

"Thank you, Miss Greene. You may return to class now."

He says gesturing to the class door.

I nod and get back to class.

I see that Luke has taken the empty seat beside me, where he usually used to sit. He is talking to Lana about something. Well, more like flirting. ugh..out of all the people it just had to be Lana.

Luke looks at me up and down as of secretly judging me. From his face I can tell I didn't pass his test.

"You again" was all he said.

yes me again you idiot! Stop fucking being a dickhead! I want to shout at him but I cant because I can't find my voice. And even if I did and start to shout at him, I know I'll break down. So I don't. I just sit quietly half listening to the teacher and half listening to Luke shamelessly flirting with Lana.

I am so greatfull at the moment when the bell rings and the whole class rushes out. 

Calum immediately comes to me and asks me " You okay?" I nod.

Ashton just stands there with his mouth almost hanging open at the things Like is talking to Lana about. And I swear even Luke and I hadn't gone into bedroom things that are this crazy.

I was just about to leave him forgetting all I said to Mr. Parker when I heard his voice behind me.

"So are you going to show me my next class or what?" He questions.

This Luke is nothing like my Luke. This is someone else. Luke was always kind and sweet and protective.

But this Luke isn't. He is the school Jock. A man whore. Not kind, not sweet and definitely not protective. 

"well?" he asks again seeing that I haven't replied.

"Its the fifth door to your left from this class" I tell him. Spending time with him isn't going to mend my heart. So I'm going to avoid him as much as possible, if that's possible.

"I can show you where your class is so you don't get lost" Lana says to Luke but she is really looking at me. Her eyes telling me that he isn't mine anymore.

I give her one of those "haha, bitch" smile and walk to my next class.

God! she is a bitch. How is it possible to have so much self confidence?!

She freaking dates and dumps every Guy and the word slut was made especially  to describe her.

I hate her and she hates me. The feeling is mutual. I don't know what I did but she has hated me ever since the day she met me. I have a slight feeling it had something to to with Luke. But I don't bother try to get her like me because she is definitely not worth the effort. 

I sit in my usual seat at the back of the class, at the table I used to share with Luke.

But I m sure you can guess who he's sitting beside now. I hate her sooooooo fucking much.

The class starts after a couple of minutes after Mr. Harris, our biology teacher comes in.

I don't pay attention, I never do. The teachers are just never good at teaching so I teach myself at home and actually get marks that aren't too bad.

About halfway through class I was disturbed from my thoughts which consisted mainly memories of me and my Luke, by Mr.Harried shouting at "Mr. Hemmings if you think my class is the place for you to be talking then you are wrong. Now, you will be sitting beside Ms. Greene until you learn to behave in my class!"

Okay today is not a good day for me coz.

1:Luke ones back. and he is not my Luke. He is some sort of a man whore now. Just a painful memory of Luke.

2.I have to help him around and its not going to be easy when he has his tongue down Lana's throat.

3.All the teachers are freaking making him sit beside me! Like what do they have against me? 

"You a teachers pet or something?" Luke asks sitting beside me and I ignore him.

Class was slow, way too slow for my liking. Luke kept on whispering annoying things into my ear. This is soo not my Luke. 

As soon as the bell rang, I stuffed all my books in my bag and rushed out of class to try and avoid Luke, but with my luck that dosent seem to be happening. 

"Hey, wait up. Arent you gonna show me to my next class?" Luke asks catching up with me. Once again I ignore him and keep walking.

"You didn't answer my question"

"Why dont you ask your girlfriend to show you?" I snap.

"Woah! Calm down." He says."What do you have against me?"

I ignore him. What do I  have against him? Well for one youbare acting like a dickhead man whore and acting like you dont know me. Then flirting with my sworn enemy and top whore of the school. So I have every right to be pissed at you!

Luke follows me into Life skills and sits down beside me.Ugh..does he not have anything bettrr to do than annoy me?

Luke tries to make small talk but I ignore him. Of I want to be mended I'm gonna have to avoid Luke.

A/N:Hey guys! Did you notice thay Andrea has gone from sad to angry. Well that's how it works. She is on the second stage of loss now. First numbness, next anger and the next would probably be sadness or depression.

Here's the actual stages:

1. Denial

2. Anger

3. Bargaining

4.Depression

5.Acceptence

you might had noticed that I m not really following the order.

I m sorry for the grammer in this chapter. I was alternating between past and present.

QOD:

who else reads werewolves stories? 

I read one and now im obsessed,

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