Amnesia☆

Three

"Harry..he..kissed me..yesterday" I say between sobs. I m not a weak person. But I know that people don't cry because they are weak, they cry because they have been strong for too long.(Johnny Depp).

" I think he saw and Luke is acting like I m just some slut he d

slept with last night" I continue.

Ashton knows everything about me, even better than Luke.

He knows about my messed up past biu he doesn't judge me.

He knows that I took drugs, he knows I sold my body, he knows I was always drunk and he knows one day I was hurt. And that was when Luke had found me, sitting in an alley, crying into my hands because I had realised what I had become.

Slowly, over time I found myself falling for Luke and one day I came to the obvious conclusion that I loved Luke hemmings. And he loved me back, I know from the thousands of times he had told me he loves me.

But does he anymore? after he realised I was a liar. A cheeter. And still a slut in a way.

"Do you want me to talk to him?" " I don't know"

" Stay here, I'll go and get Calum" He says letting go of me and walking out the door.

I sit on Ashtons bed and play with my nails. Calum knows everything too. Him and Ashton are like my brothers from different mothers.

My mother? Ugh... My mother was a bitch. A very abusive one. I ran away when I was fifteen and found ways on my own to survive.

My father died when I was ten. He gave up his life to save me from a drunken truck driver.

She says it was all my fault. That if I had listened to her and stayed inside, none of it would have happened. That's why she hates me so much.

"I got NBA 2K15" The sound of Calums' voice snaps me out of my thoughts.

He was dangling a NBA 2K15 x-box game in my face.

I hate to admit it, but I m such a guy sometimes. I love basketball and The guys love their x-boxes, so put them together and ta da.

Calum puts the CD into Ashtons x-box and waits for it to load. He throws me a remote control and I catch it.

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We played two and a half games before Ashton came in with a sad look on his face.

"I have bad news"

A/N: short chapter again but it's better than nothing.

QOD: Have you read any books from the forever trilogy? they are really great books!