Love and War 2 Love your crazy

Chapter 8

Justin's POV

I was laying down on my back while Selena's slim, naked body lay on top of me . We had just got done fucking and I was feeling more than relieved . Things have been happening so fast . Ever since I made the move to show up at Gabbys house I been talking to her more . It honestly feels great to be talking with one another directly instead of going through people .

I couldn't help but fight that thought in the back of my mind that screamed for me to try to work things out . I was in love with her still and I wanted to be with the mother of my child . I know she at least was still jealous or at least cared by the way she got mad at the photos on Instagram . If I'm being completely honest it was my idea for the girls to take those pictures with Emery . I knew Gabby would be tagged in them and feel some type of way .

"Baby ?" Selena said still laying on my chest . "Yeah ?" I answered with my eyes still closed . "Can we talk ?" I mentally rolled my eyes . "About..?" I prayed it wasn't about me being with other women . I didn't feel like arguing with her again . That's how we ended up laying here naked . Just as I was about to leave for the night she tried to convince me to stay by going down on me than it went from one thing to the next and I was fucking her . "We can't keep acting like it didn't happen . We both had a lost ." As soon as she said the first sentence my body tensed . I knew where this was going . I sat up and rubbed my face with my hands . "No Selena im not doing this ." I groaned . "Why not Justin ? You need to talk about it." She whined .

"No I don't actually . What happened was a sad thing but it worked out for the best." I sighed content with my response . Selena sat up than moved her body so that she was sitting directly in front of me . "What do you mean ?" She held the sheet close to her small chest . "I mean it sucked but it is what it is . What do you want me to say Selena ? " I shrugged . "Um I want you to act like a caring human being and be here for me !" Her eyes narrowed at me while her voice got louder. "How am I not there for you , aren't I here right now ?" I got up from the bed and proceeded to the closet . "Fucking me Justin is not being here for me !" Selena's voice got closer . I looked over my shoulder and seen her naked body behind me . "I would of never fucked you if you didn't throw yourself on me . Fuck Selena you sucked my dick and begged me to stay ! So what are you talking about ?" I yelled frustrated . She was pissing me off .

Selena shifted her feet as I saw that she was fighting back tears . "I just want you to be here for me . If your not gonna grieve than fine but Justin I deserve to grieve and have someone comfort me . I lost a child Justin !!!" Tears were pouring out her eyes now . My face was red . She had to do it . She had to bring it up . "You need comfort Selena call your parents . You been so up my ass that you fell off with your parents that you use to be close too. And friends , call Taylor up ! "

I pulled some clothes from the hangers and started to walk out the closet when I was suddenly pushed . I didn't fall but I did trip . "I hate you !!" Selena yelled while starting to pound on my back . I ignored her punches and continued walking around the room gathering up my stuff I was going to need for today . She walked over the bed and threw all my stuff I just placed down on there onto the floor . Something in me snapped and I walked over and grabbed her hair forcing her head back . Looking into her eyes I sent death daggers . "Keep your fucking hands off me bitch ." I said through my teeth . I roughly released her hair and continued to put my outfit together . She walked over to me and slapped me . My face didn't even budge . But my hand instantly connected with her face and the noise from the slap echoed in the room . Her cheek was red and was already swelling .

"Your such a fucking asshole ! I hate you ! That's why the world is starting to see your real fucking colors ! " Selena was yelling in my face . She slapped the back of my head . I turned around and started walking towards her with my jaw clenched getting ready to knock the hell out of her. She stared at me still crying but didn't look scared . "Why can't you just be here for me and love me like you use too . I feel empty and lost . Our baby is dead ." She sobbed .i couldn't say anything to her . I just walked to the bathroom and got in the shower . "Where are you going ?" Selena sniffed as she sat down on the toilet after following me into the bathroom . "To meet Gabby . She wants to have coffee." I sighed while washing the sex off my body .

Selena was silent the rest of the time that I was in there . When I got out she she followed me like a lost puppy into the the bedroom and watched my every move as I got dressed . After I was ready i put my shades on and walked over to her . Leaning down I kissed her forehead softly . "I'll call you ." As I walked out the house and got in my car a tear escaped my eye . "DAMNIT MAN !!!" I yelled punching the steering wheel .