Love and War 2 Love your crazy

Chapter 6

Selena's POV

I was sitting back in the black chair waiting for my stylist to start washing my hair . Today I figured I treat myself . There was no use in staying hidden in the house anymore . I had to come out of hiding at some point . I made sure that the salon wasn't really busy today before I stopped in .

There was so many things going in on my mind. I wanted cry and when I wasn't crying I wanted to kill Justin and blame him for everything . How could he be so cruel and inconsiderate sometimes ? When Gabby left his ass he went crazy . The drinking got heavier, partying was every night , forget music he could of cared less about that . There were nights when I would wake up in the middle of the night and hear him in the bathroom crying his eyes out while leaving voicemails in her phone . Of course that didn't last long cause she just ended up getting a new number .

None of it made sense to me at all. He didn't give a fuck about her at first . He was begging me to marry him at their wedding ! Now it was "Gabby this " and "Gabby that" but what about me ? I've been with him through every horrible thing you could think of . He just cut me off and made a choice to commit himself to her 100% . I don't even know when it happened but at some point he decided to take his marriage seriously .

Our affairs went on through half their marriage . It was when I got pregnant that he started to fall back . Had this of happened before she came in the picture and it would of been all sunshine and rainbows . It would be the best time in our lives.But since she beat me to it I guess she wins the "girlfriend of the year" trophy . Please, give me a break . She's just a silly young girl fresh out of high school not knowing shit about life but mainly not about Justin .

Everything with Justin and I have been cold recently . Ever since the incident he can't even really look at me . He won't even touch me . I try to talk to him cause when something like that happens it destroys you sometimes . To think your life will be one way and suddenly it gets taken from you before you can actually take concept of what it is . That was all my happiness taken from me .

"Are we doing anything special today ?" My stylist asked as she started to wet my hair . My body visibly relaxed . "No . Just a regular wash and dry and flat ironed please ." I said closing my eyes enjoying it . I heard someone take a seat beside me but I couldn't see them . "So how's everything ?" I heard a voice ask . I'm guessing they were talking to whomever was now beside me . "I'm okay I guess ." The person said . Hey I know that voice . "I heard all about the littles ones big birthday that just passed . Was it fun ?"

"Yes it was fun . A lot of work but fun . I just had friends and family mainly . Nothing big or over the top ." I tired to tune the conversation out and just enjoy my scalp being massaged but something about that voice sounded so familiar ! "Was Justin there ?" My body tensed . The other girl took a deep breath . "No he wasn't . We decided to do different things you know . But he swung by to get her to take her to a party he had for her ." I knew it . It's was Gabby. Of course it had to be her . "Yeah I understand . But at least you guys can both be civil for her ."

"The thing is I think I have to give him credit for that . If I could have my way we would never speak at all.Lately he's been acting really weird . He's been popping up at my house and just being annoying . I don't know what it is ." I rolled my eyes mentally . That's where he goes when he just takes off without a word . "What ? That is really weird . Maybe he wants to get back together ." The stylist laughed . I'm guessing by now my stylist is finally catching the hint that they are talking about "my" Justin because she suddenly stopped washing and turned off the water. I opened my eyes and looked up at her. She was completely red and looking at me in an apologetic way . I nodded my head at her so she could know it's okay .

"Uh no . He does not want to get back with me at all . No. He's just playing games like typical Justin always does. Besides I'm happy with my new relationship . " That information made me do back-flips in my head . My stylist quickly put a towel on my hair and guided me to her chair . "I am so sorry about that Ms.Gomez . I feel like an complete ass . I wasn't really paying attention to them at first until I felt your body tense and relax than tense again so I started to pick up more of what they were saying ." She apologized. "Sweetie it's fine , I promise. How could you know who she possibly was , she's far from an celebrity . She's only relevant cause she dated my ex ." I scoffed . "Yeah that is true . I just thought she was some regular woman . But still that was unprofessional of me . Please don't hate me ." I looked at the young red-head dresser . She was scared out of her mind for something that wasn't her fault . "Would you shut up and quit worrying . I'm not telling anyone anything unless we don't get to making me look fabulous already !" I laughed . That made her smile . "Of course Ms. Gomez . But by the way the girl that's washing her hair is stationed beside me , would you like me to have her move ?" I thought about it for a second but thought against it . "No that's fine . Me and Gabby are cool ." I smiled .

She got to work and quickly blew dry my hair . I could of easily had a A-list stylist come over and do my hair in private or go to a high top salon but I just wanted to be a normal girl and be treated like a normal person . Besides after this I was just gonna go home and sulk in bed eating a tub of ice cream crying my eyes out . Gabby and her blonde stylist walked over beside us . Once Gabby's eyes landed on mine I saw her face pale . She quickly composed herself though and rolled her eyes and looked straight ahead . "Well hello to you too Gabby ." I smiled . "Selena." She nodded . "What brings you in here today ?" I asked even though I didnt care . "Um the same reason everyone else comes to a hair salon ." She laughed sarcastically.

I ignored her comment . "When did you dye your hair black ?" I noticed her medium length black hair ."A long time ago ." I could tell she didn't wanna talk to me very much . "Where's Emery ?" I asked knowing it would hit a nerve . Gabbys body tensed . Her stylist was blowing drying her hair but she lightly pushed her hands away so she could completely turn her body to look at me. "And what business of my daughters is yours ?" Gabby looked furious . "Sheesh Gabby calm down . I was just making conversation." I said innocently but knowing this was how I wanted her to act . "Well I don't wanna talk to you honestly and I don't want you talking about my daughter ." She snapped. I saw her glance down at my stomach so I quickly pulled my big purse in front of it . She eyed me suspiciously.

"I don't see why I can't talk about your daughter when I was just at her party celebrating her birthday with her . Didn't you see our picture together on Instagram ? I'm sure I would of tagged you in it ." I challenged . "I'm very aware that you were there but had I known you would of took pictures with her I would of came to my party myself and get her ." I rolled my eyes . "Now that's a little selfish being it was her birthday party her daddy wanted to throw ." Gabby sat back in her chair crossed her legs . "Not selfish to me since I specifically told Justin no hoes allowed around my daughter ." She wore a smirk now. "That's funny . I'm not a hoe sweetheart . Far from it . Justin was my first actually ." I laughed . "But you are Selena . Anytime you sleep with a married man that makes you a whore . And I doubt he was fucking anyone else but you . So out of all his whores Selena your the biggest one and I have no respect for you !" Gabby jumped up from her seat and grabbed her purse . "I'm sorry Angie . I'll come by some other time this bitch isn't here ." Gabby said to her stylist before sending me a death glare .

I watched her storm away from the chair . "Stick to black hair Gabby . It makes your fat ass face look way more slimmer than usual . Take care sweetheart !" I yelled at her earning stares from the few people that were in the salon . I looked at my reflection before taking a deep breath ."Thanks Liz, my hair looks great ." I half smiled as I examined my half straighten hair .