XDD my legs are SO dead i was danceing with my LS calss and oh my tellun can that dance XDD i LOVE fridyas we went on along walck SAW 10 NEWBORN DUCKSINGS TWICE!!!!!!! THEY WHERE SOOOOOO CUTEEEE LIKE LITTLE FIZBALLSSSSSSSSSS i wrote this and sang and danced
I love the head techer premoting 'fun firdyas' i mean we only have to stay in till lunch time as well XDD
im happy now
im so sorryi was feeling down before
but i think ive smiled so mutch my face is sutck like that XDD
i think i got what i needed some time away from real life some time with other people like me who dont think normally people who act like a kid all the time
enywahy so yeah we where aloud to go on the conputers and do what we wanted so i wrote this story and the end note before we had a disco XDD
what was the point? they where all out Song was practing with the dragons eye so Shadow was sacred to go utide Meilin and Rollan where saening some qualty time with eachother Tasha and Dawson had gone to Trunwick Worthy was helping Jolt inpress Reisha Shane was helping Song not drown evebdy everyone else had somthing they needed to do or somewhere they needed to be she was bored she felt ignored even thogh she knew they wernt ingoring her she placed her hand on the hilt of The Wildcats Claw she knew she was diffrent and she knew that no one culd underastand her no matter how hard they tried to not even the other redloacks it wasent just he bodey that was diffrernt it was her mind too she had allways thoght or acted difrently to her freinds she sighed and walked out the door when she was a kid getting upset had allways led to madness so she wuld run away run and run and run putnch the tree screm into the wind she wuld cry out there but now she culdent she was trapped she got a pencil and some paper and scribbed a hastry note she read it back she knew it was to harsh but it was to late and at least now they wuld understand then she droppoed her red cloack on the ground by the door pinned the pater to the wood with a dagger and walked outsdie she went to the other side of the inseld from Song scared she wuld be coght in another strom. She pulled out The Wildcats Claw and examend the blade she decied to pratice with it she sliced claming arcs thrg=igh the air before the knew it the skay was back there where no stars tonight unsded only a heavy fog she decited to use the swords powers
"bring me the Wildcats roear!!" she called and suddely flames flew from the hilt she grinned loving the power she hled in her hands
"Shadow!" she turned towards the voice and acsently broght the fames onto her sister
"Meilin!!" dropping the sword she ran to the girls side what had she done? She had been selfish using the swords powers wanted to be cool and abandon her old life she loved that life why wuld she abandon it?
"Shadow?" it was Tasha Shadow looked up to her with teary eyes "Shadow we found youre note and um well are you ok?" Shadow was still clughing the burt uncouin Meilin
"im sorry" she said tears falling freely
"hey its ok" said Tasha "i have an idea come with me"
"what about Meilin?"
"she will be ok the girl is strong Jhi can take care of her"
"isent Jhi-" Shadow lookd for the tatoo of the panda a smile flashed across her face "ok take her to Jhi ill wit right here" Tasha nodded as Shadow waited another figre aproched her
"Shadow? what happned?"
"Song?"
"hi"
"I- I- well i felt like i dident belong im not exactly human"
"nether is Worthy or Jolt....Or Shane"
"I- I guess so but-"
"but?"
"but......well.....so i left but then i hurt Meilin and now i feel like i shuld never have gone"
"Meilin will be fine" said Song "Tasha wanted to speek with you? Oh and Riasha was getting pretty upset too" Shadow shook her head
"im an idot" she said as she got up piking up the sword then she walked inside
"you are not" said Song Shadow shook her head
"Shadow" said Tasha Shadow turned to the other girl "here i have this for you" Tasha handed her a note "its a song I sing it when im sad i thoght you might want to sing it too"
(thancks Tasha <3)
Shadow nodded
"im sorry everyone" they all turned to look at her "I- I just felt like i dident belong so I- I left" Worthy took her hand and smiled at her she smiled back she dident hug him she dident feel like hugging people she looked around at her freinds the people who loved her and cared about her the people who she had tried to leave she saw the tear on Rishas face she saw Jolt wanted to comfert her but unbale too becose he culdent get wet she saw Tasha giveing her resons to be happy she saw Shane her leader the boy who had risked his lfe to save hers and all the redloacks she saw Dawson the erl of Trunswick at only elleven years old (*reises Shadow is marryed and is only what 13?) she saw Conor and Rollan both smiling at her she saw Abeke and Song waiting to see if she was allright she saw Haliwir he wasent looking at her thogh as allways and she saw Meilin the girl was awake now
"Meilin?" asked Shadow
"Shadow!" a smile broke ut acorss her face
"im sorry" she said agen
"dont be" said Worthy "everyone is sad sometimes" then she caved in she burst out crying WOrthy pulled her into a hug Tasha hugged her too Rollan helped Meilin who was alittle shaky after beeing burnt over to hug her as well Reiasha throgh her arms around everyone soon everyone was in the hig even Song anf Jolt who was styaing as far from Shadow's tears as possible
"how aboout you get some sleep?" Worthy suggesed Shadow nodded and evryone pulled back
"im sorry" she said agen "I wasent thinking"
ok so this is like my feelings and what has just happned all pourd into this chapter
im sorry i tired to leve
im sorry i hurt you all when i did so
know that you did nothing wrong
know that even if you where out to kill me (not saying you are) i wuld still love you
know that nomatter what ill be here
im sorry i was down and i promice i promice to try and pikc myself up
im sorry i took out my anger on this place
im sorry i dident tell you what was going on
its not that i dont trust yall i do its justi was scared id hurt you
but that emontied to nothing cos i did hurt you when i left
im sorry for everything ill be like Conor after the iron bore you will nevr hear the end of my appolgys
it was nice writghing this and relisng Shadow must face simelr struggles to me with her beeing half cat that must hurt it mustent be good all the time
overall i do try to make the best of who I am i try not to care that i cant spell that i cant use a kaeybord proerly that serten sounds make me cry that i am odd and wrong and diffent
inseted i like to think about how even thogh i cant spell i can see so meany more things patterns words ideas i can make funny mestakes that make my books all the better i try to think about how my codraion has inpoved and that despite the fact its hard i spend more time using keybord then adevrde people i think that some sunds especly music witch i can listen to all the time makes me feel happy and sefe and just overall amazing and that if we where all the same then it wuld be no fun who else is gonna sing in the streets? who else is gonna walck to swans and flys at the same time wile this random erson is trying to fim stuf in the backtoud? exactly i am me and i shuld be porud not scared
i love you all <3
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Spirit Animals Shorts
FanficStraight from the characters comes Spirit Animals Shorts, a collection of experiences (oneshots) told by the characters themselves. Characters include; Meilin, Rollan, Conor, Abeke, Shadow, Raisha, Worthy, Empress Song, Halawir, Tasha, Dawson, and K...
