Zenitsu X depressed!reader

confession

A/N: (Don't repost the drawings anywhere or don't trace. Copyright belongs to ginagy26)

"Hey (Y/N)" Shinobu said when she walked into the room

"Hey" i said

It's been few days after the fight with that crazy demon. I must've fell asleep because i don't remember going home with feet. And everything and everyone was normal. Even Zenitsu was still whining about the wounds he got when he was fighting the demon. But never complained about the scar that now he have because of me.

I grimaced. I don't know it's because of the bitter taste of the medicine i drank earlier or the guilty but i couldn't help but to frown

'Probably the guilt'i thought 

"How's the medicine?"Shinobu said

"Tastes bad as always" i chuckled 

Shinobu gave me a sweet candy and i took it

"So..when can i go out?"i said after i put the candy inside my mouth

"Hmm.."Shinobu lifted my leg

She rubbed my ankle,tapped it and when she saw i wasn't wincing like i did for the last few days,she nodded 

"Can you move around?"

My newest teammates including Hajime,had gone to their newest mission or another house for medical treatment.

Tanjiro being Tanjiro,he had already gotten well and training with inosuke. And Zenitsu..well he's been stop visiting me after two days.

I got an injury near to knee and ankle tendon so i was the last one to get out from the bed

I stood up and walked around 

"I guess?"i said

"Then just take the medicine and don't run" Shinobu smiled

"You don't wanna be here again because you didn't listen to me like the last time"

"What happens if i break my ankle again..?"i said

"I break your neck" Shinobu smiled and pointed to my neck

I nodded and quickly walked out from the room

While taking a walk,i walked pass Tanjiro and inosuke. And when i did,I asked them where Zenitsu was. They didn't know but Tanjiro said his scent was coming from the forest in front of the butterfly mansion.

'Maybe he is at the lake?' I thought as i made it through the woods

When i came through the clearing,i saw Zenitsu sitting down next to a tree,sleeping peacefully

It was daytime so there was no danger

I walked up to him and he immediately opened his eyes

"..(Y/N)?"he mumbled,still waking up from his sleep

"Sorry. Did i wake you up?" I said

I sat down next to him

"No!um..i was actually listening to the nature! It makes me calm.."he smiled 

'Oh so he wasn't asleep'

'Why did you stop visiting?' I wanted to ask

But i don't want him to see me as an obsessive person and make him uncomfortable so i shut my mouth

"…if i keep visiting you,i thought i might say something that'll scare you" Zenitsu said,while looking out to the lake

I flinched