Thank you all guys for reading this story!
I know it's not much and grammar sucks but I'm really grateful for the ones who read
I used to have depression. I love Zenitsu so even tho I'm not good at English,i wanted to tell all the people with hard time living, to fight the depression or any other things that hurts you.
So here's the thing that pulled me out from the depression
Some of you may not realize it or don't believe it,but you're the main character in your story. You can do whatever you want cause in the end,you'll need some memories to hold on to life,like i did. Not for the 'oh yoU're so wOrth it' kind of typical talk.
But for the survival.
I used to accept all the difficult requests from the people cause i was so afraid to be all alone. But one day, i snapped and gave up being 'so nice'.
I refused to take anymore requests and talked what i want except hurting people on purpose. Even tho i had to talk my opinion,i didn't want to hurt someone.
Since then,i was feeling much better and i don't know when but i was starting to love myself.
There's so much i can do but giving up now when I'm literally memorizing new 300 English words a day because of the stupid school work? It's fucking messed up.(Korea's education sucks😅)
So what i want to say is that.. You need to learn to love yourself. For the better life for 'Yourself',not for the others.
I wanted to tell you to fuck that depression of yours. Cause nothing really matters than yourself.
I thought it'll be better when I'm telling you via Zenitsu,who can understand you.
I'm ending this story here cause if i continue this story,i might mess up the storyline. I don't have depression now so even tho i experienced it, it'll be a different story where it won't be 'depressed reader x Zenitsu'.
So thanks so much for reading and love you❤
(Might make an another story just for my drawings)
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Zenitsu X depressed!reader
Fanfictionim not good at English So i might misspell this story is about zenitsu and depressed!reader which includes self harm,depression,romance♡and curses I love to draw..so i might put some drawings in my novel..! TMI)))aaahhhh i love zenitsu so much!!><