Bri has been encouraging me non stop to talk to my uh... my father and I've decided to talk to him so I walked down stairs and went to find him, with each step I took my heart raced. When I finally made my way downstairs I found my dad sitting in the living room watching tv so I sat down and said " can I talk to you?. "Before you say anything Andrew, there are some things I have to get off my chest, " I know I haven't Been an active figure in your life and for that I apologize. " when I found out your mother was pregnant I was both scared and excited, I always wanted a son but a part of me feared that I'd turn out like my father a dead beat. " Due to fear that's what I've become, I hope that you could find it in your heart to forgive me and we can slowly work on building a relationship. I was speechless I was all prepared to rip into him that I didn't think of what I would say if things took a turn ,but I couldn't just sit there so I said " I forgive you and I'm willing to build a relationship with you and then he hugged me and said " I love you son
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