Two's better than one

Chapter 9 - Slip up in School

* f slur, other mean words and talk about killing yourself*

Before we knew it it was Monday. The three of us were in Jace's car though everything looked fine to our school mates the car was filled with anxiety. I had a panic attack this morning which led me to slip and the two boys were freaking out because they had a little on their hands and school was starting in five minutes. They were doing everything to get me to come out of little space but nothing seemed to work. It was a minute before class started when they were able to get me to a older mindset but not out of little space. We rushed into class barely making it in time. First period today was social while I spaced out sketching in my notes while Orion continued to get me to come out of my headspace and Jace wrote what me and Orion missed in class. I had a spare second period so the boys had me stay in the library while they had gym.

I loved the library I could read all the 'devils' books as my family called or as I called them spicy books. As soon as I was handed a book (which the boys assumed from the cover was 'childish') I was pulled out of my headspace. The book was about two boys coming to terms with their sexuality but not after the ones 'secret' account was spread around the school. He was selling images of himself to be able to support him and his sister. During this time the other had stumbled upon the others account. I sadly wasn't able to finish the book since the boys had picked me up so we could head to next period.

It was finally lunch! I drug the boys to the cafeteria wanting to get lunch to fill my hungry stomach. Luckily Orion brought money that I soon realized I had forgotten when I got into the line. I got a sub, fries, a muffin, ice tea and one of the lunch ladies gave me a cookie! We found a table and sat down. Everything was great I was munching on my sub while Jace and Orion talked about the football game that was on last night but then Gi walked up.

"First your a fag*t and make mom and dad move because you homo ass is being bullied and rightfully so and now you a fucking weirdo who thinks he's a baby! Who's slutty ass has brain washed two boys to fuck you! Fucking homo!" Gi screamed into my face. "Die in hell homo! Fucking weirdo I hope you hang yourself! At least then your homo self will be useful and get rid of some trash in this world."

I broke as tears poured down my face I slipped into little space. Jace immediately picked up on it and had Orion drag Gi away. By the second my headspace was getting younger and younger. The bell rang but the two of us still sat in the cafeteria as the muttering students started back to class.

"Hey little one it's ok I've got you." Jace said pulling me into his lap and rocking me. "It's ok bunny. Can you try to stop these tears I don't like seeing tears in my bunny's eyes." He softly wiped away my tears muttering sweet nothings.

"Whys she's hates mes?" I ask.

"She's just doesn't understand little one." Orion says walking over to us. "She doesn't understand and that's scary for her." Orion hands me the cookie that I left on my tray. "Little one remember what she said doesn't matter ok. Me and Jace will protect our little one so don't you worry about those meanies."

"You bes wike mes daddies?" I question while nibbling on the cookie."

"Ya and maybe one day we can be your daddies bunny." Jace responds rubbing your back.

"Den me will have a daddy and a dada?" I ask tilting my head.

"Yup." They both say at the same time which makes me laugh. I snuggle into Jace as he gets up and starts walking towards his truck.

"You've had a stressful few day bunny." Orion says kissing my head. Jace started his way to Orion's as I fell into dream land.