Beautiful Saddness (a joshleen fanfic)

All over again- chapter 1

Lily's POV:

I was sitting on the couch with my twin brother Noah and my little sister Abbey. Noah and I are 15 now and Abbey is 14. Noah is texting his girlfriend Claire. Abbey was facetiming with her best friend, Maddie. I was looking down at my wrists. I have never cut but I have come close. My mom is touring for a couple of weeks cause we need some money. My dad went with her so it's just us kids. Our aunt Rachel and our grandma pops in every now and then to check on us. My Aunt Rachel has a daughter and pregnant with her son, so she isn't going with my mom this time. I get a text from Taylor Dotson.
"You're ugly and worthless. You should just kill yourself."
I just ignore it get up and go get some food. I get another text but this time it's from my boyfriend Adam.
"Hey babe do you wanna see a movie tonight?"
"Sure! What time?"
"Around 8"
"Okay love you"
"Love you too beautiful"
I put my phone down and go upstairs.
"Lil you okay?" Noah said. "Yeah I'm fine I'm gonna get a shower." I said. Noah nodded and I got a shower. After my shower I went downstairs and Abbey was on the computer and Noah was watching Netflix. "I'm going out with Adam tonight." I said. "Okay be safe." Noah said. "I wish I had a boyfriend!" Abbey said. I laughed and sat down on the couch with Noah. Adam is 16 so he has his own car. Around 7:00 I start to get ready. I braid my hair and do my makeup. I pick out a cute outfit and then I chew some gum. I'm like my dad and I always chew gum. I have a phobia of kissing someone with bad breath. I get a FaceTime call from my mom.
L- hello?
C- hey baby!
L- what's up mom?
C- nothing about to get on stage. I miss you guys!
L- miss you too momma
C- why do you look so dolled up?
L- I'm going to a movie with Adam.
C-okay have fun baby girl! Love you
L- love you too mom! Byeeeeee
C- bye!
I walked downstairs. Noah had his head in his hands. "Noah are you okay?" I asked. "Claire...c-cheated on m-me." He said trying not to cry. "Awe Noah!" I said. I ran over and hugged him. He cried on my shoulder. He really loved this girl. "How'd you find out?" I asked. "She told me..." He said. "Do you know how long this has been going on??" I asked. I was getting mad. "About two months." He said and broke into tears again. "She doesn't deserve you! Whore!" I said very angrily. How could she?! My brother is awesome. Right then the doorbell rang and I jumped up and answered the door. It was Adam. He gave me a kiss and walked in. Noah and Abbey said hi and we left. Adam reached out and held my hand. We got in the car and we laced our fingers together. I turned up the radio and started singing really loudly just to annoy him. He started laughing at me. "Lily pad I love you!" He said while laughing. "Love you too Adam!" I said. He kissed my hand. I don't know why but everytime he does that I blush and get butterflies. I've been dating this guy since about 8th grade. We pull into the parking lot and we sit there for a minute. He brushes my hair back and starts kissing me. I put my hand on his face and kiss him back. "You're awesome Lily. I'm so lucky to have you." He said. I run my fingers through his hair. "Stop it you're gonna make me cry!" I said. He laughed a little and we got out of the car. We sit down and I turn off my phone and the movie starts. A couple of times during the movie Adam and I would kiss. After the movie we get back into his car and I turn on my phone. It goes crazy. I got at least 30 text messages from Taylor and her friends. Adam noticed I was about to cry so he took my phone. He kicked kid seat. He hates what Taylor is doing and he defends me when she is around. I'm so lucky I have him!