A Journey Past Our Solar System is mostly confessional poetry of my life in the few last years, structures of a dysfunctional family, in the middle of dealing with mental illness. A tragedy in the making of my brain turning into coal, ready to burn...
Then there it is, set in stone. Your fears crushing your dreams right at the seams.
People tell you "you don't have what it takes." "You wouldn't be able to survive it mentally."
And hearing that - you want to prove them wrong, it only makes you want to do it more. But what if you're wasting all you're time and energy. Not to mention money on something you won't psychologically pass probably.
Your dream job, rejected. This one you can't fake, if you tell them what they want to know, you fail.
If you tell them correctly - you won't pass. I may as well pack my bags and never return. I may as well live a double life and forget everyone, knock myself out properly, maybe I'll have permanent amnesia. If I'm lucky enough maybe it will actually kill me.
But it's not that easy - Hell wants you to endure more pain before your final fall. You won't make it, you'll only suffer more than you already knew.
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