A Journey Past Our Solar System is mostly confessional poetry of my life in the few last years, structures of a dysfunctional family, in the middle of dealing with mental illness. A tragedy in the making of my brain turning into coal, ready to burn. To start a fire, I didn't even know could happen. This poetry collection is basically my diary of thoughts, poems. What comes and goes out of my mind. My discovery of borderline personality disorder, and diagnosis of borderline personality disorder. Heck I thought I was just different. Which in a way - a little. I use a lot of surrealistic images to exaggerate how I feel and think in my mind. In this I don't think I hit everything I wanted to mention as I wanted to keep going but 200 chapters max for wattpad. So I will be making a sequel of random borderline thoughts I guess. I have decided I am going to be splitting up this collection, because there are parts that I am still continuing in the making and I feel like it will get complicated in the following, same sort of thing, but I am separating them for a better understanding of the collections style. Please read the trigger warnings on the first page, if any of my content triggers you, please refrain. Take a breath and read at your own caution, or don't if it affects your own mental health. For my content I advise 18+, I highly recommend not reading it if you're any younger. Mental illnesses are not trendy, this is just my story of learning and dealing with borderline personality disorder. Literally learning to cope with the idea of life, the struggles I have on a daily basis from a car accident and my mental illness.