Daichi's been acting weird all day. I wonder what happened. I normally walk home by myself because Daichi has volleyball practice. It does worry me when he gets all weird. I'll get it out of him by dinner time.
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He's normally talkative and close. Today though he was so distant. Quiet and not as close. Did I do something wrong? Everything was fine this morning. What if he's re thinking about our friendship? I am going to college he'll be going to the police academy.
Depending which school wants me it could be really far or close. I set the table. I did it again. I zoned out and made too much.
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What if he doesn't like my cooking anymore? He could be tired of it. The possibilities could be endless. I just sit down. My leg bounces from being so nervous. Why am I so nervous this is Daichi. He's probably just focusing on volleyball.
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Asahi. Maybe he heard our conversation. I sigh. It doesn't really matter though. He doesn't want me like that. He just sees me as a pain. Maybe he's always seen me that way.
He says it so much. Maybe he's tired of me. Maybe he's figuring out how to tell me. A tear rolls down my cheek. "Why are you crying?" I hear Daichi say. I look up and it's him. I wipe my face.
"No reason you know how I get into my head and all over thinking things." I say. He sits down. "I see. You must be really worried about something to make all of this." He says. "I zoned out again." I say. Just don't say anything.
When the time comes it comes. Right now though just be quiet. He'll say what he needs to say eventually.
Time skip
We study in silence. Not even asking the other for help. I don't think much of it since we should be focusing. "(Y/n)?" He says. "Yeah." I say looking at my book not wanting to look at him. It's silent for a bit. "I think I want to get ready for bed now it's getting late." He says.
"Yeah." I say. I get my stuff. This is how we'll be now until the time comes. "I'll see you tomorrow." I say and go to leave. He grabs my arm. "You're forgetting something." He says. I look at the table.
"No I got everything." I say. "You didn't give me my goodbye hug." He says. "Right." I say. I hug him. He hugs me tight. "You want him instead now don't you?" He says. "I never said anything about that. Besides we're best friends so why should it matter. I know how you feel about me. I'm a pain to you. I know you've been thinking of things. How we should end our friendship. It makes since though. I'd be tired of me too." I say. He holds me tighter.
"I never said or thought any of that." He says. "You were thinking it though. Saying how I'll be the end of you and all that." I say. It's silent for a bit. "I have wanted to end our friendship for awhile now." He says. I knew it. "That's not why though." He says. Please.
"It's because I love you a lot. I want to be with you forever but more than just best friends. When we were in middle school. I started to realize that I liked you more than a friend but I thought you'd never feel the same way. We've been friends for so long why ruin it. She'd probably leave me because it was gross. Just how we told everyone who thought we looked good together. I didn't want to lose you so I stayed silent. Even if it meant watching you be with another guy." He says.
He's so confusing. Just do it already. I grip his shirt and kiss him. He's a bit shocked but kisses me back. I wrap my arms around his neck and he lays me down.
We break the kiss. "I'm sorry for making you feel that way. For making you think I don't like you and making you worry." He says caressing my cheek. "Me too." I say. "Let's get some rest now." He says. I nod. We get ready to go to sleep. "I love you." He says. "I love you too." I say.
