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Bittersweet Memories

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This is just a collection of my thoughts and feelings. I struggle with anxiety, depression, self-harming, eating disorders, and insomnia, and suicidal thoughts. If these things will be triggering for you, then please be cautious and careful. I Love...

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•hostage•

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by hopeful_soul_

by hopeful_soul_

                                    
                                              I am filled with so much self hatred for myself.
Depression has a long lasting hold on me.
Anxiety takes pleasure in holding me hostage.
Self harm will never let me heal.
Eating disorders won't let me know happiness.
My memories of the abuse won't stop haunting me, even when I'm awake.
                          I feel like a caged animal, I feel as if I'll never be able to know freedom. These things control me, they have come to consume me. 
                          All I know is darkness, all I see is fear.
                          XOXO sweetly_broken_ 💙