Put Me First

Chapter 19

Lauren

"You thought this was over?" David started laughing then slapped me. my baby was sleep, so has no clue what's going on. thank god.

"stop fucking hitting me! why are you doing this?"

The other person took off her mask and it was the girl at the hospital Candance. What the fuck?

"Im just doing for David. I could careless about you or your baby's father. RASHAUD owes David some loot! The only way RASHAUD will pay him if we do something to you & his precious babies." She smirks at me & kisses David. This is sick. Im not even upset, im disgusted & angry. David played the fuck out of me.

"But I wanted my dick wet too! & I always had a crush on you." David licked his lips at me. Candance smacks him.

"She's not all that." She rolls her eyes at me. David smacked her back.

"Bitch make that your last time hitting me." Candance nodded and puts her head on his shoulder.

"I could give you money, that's nothing. Just let me & my babies go!!!!" I said crying. I don't want to lose my kids to this bullshit. But all of a sudden we heard a big crash to the truck. David got up and I heard gun shots!!

I was tied up so I couldn't escape.

"Wait here bitch." She slaps me & gets out the truck & I heard gun shots again.

I was scared because im not sure if they were coming for my kids & myself. The person got in the truck and there goes my crazy ass baby daddy. I couldn't be more happier to see him. He just looked at me & started crying.

He untied me and helped me out the truck with London.

I hugged him but he didn't hug me back. I tried to kiss him but He pulled away.

"I love you baby, but we are over."

I wanted to cry but im just happy that me and London are safe. He cried on me and we both fell to the ground. I regret all this mess I created. The police arrived and they immediately took my love away from me. He mouthed me that he loves me. I start crying. I can't believe all this is happening to me!

3 months passed ...

Hospital ..

"Their perfect." Shanel said holding one of the twins. Their both was brown with a head full of hair. They would be consider identical. I named them China and Asia. Me and Rashaud made some beautiful girls.

"Yea they are .." I was happy but I wish Rashaud could witness this. He has 5 years in jail over the deaths of David and Candance but he was lucky with that. He could of got 20 years.

Shanel phones starts ringing and she smiles. It must be him!

"Here you go, boo." I grabbed the phone.

"Hello?"

"Wassup baby girl, you had the twins?" He sounds depressed but i know he's happy.

"Yes baby I did. I named them Asia and China."

"Oh okay. I can't wait until yall come visit me. Im excited it's just I wish I was there yo." He starts crying into the phone. My poor baby.

"Don't cry. Im going to make this process easy as I can for the both of us. I love you."

"Stop man with that." He said mean. He's still mad at me about everything but I love him to death.

"I do love you, Rashaud. Just because we are not together, it's going to change. You will always be my best friend and our daughters father." I said with tears with my eyes. If it wasn't for my ways, he would be right here with me.

"I love you too. Your right .. You will always be my best friend too and please don't wait for me. Move on and be happy. As long as I see my kids. Im good."

"I am moving on .. It's hard though Rashaud."

"You got no choice but I have to
go. Kiss the girls for me and tell SHANEL to tell Rachel to answer her fucking phone! I want to see my son man." Rachel hasn't been letting junior see Rashaud at all. I think that's so messed up but my intentions are to actually be a woman and ask can I take him with me when I go see him .. But I doubt it.

"Okay bye."

"Bye Lauren." We hang up.

"I know it's hard but you have to move on .." Shanel told me. We are not the closest but she's been really helping me with everything and I love her for that.

I don't regret the decisions that I made to keep the love of my life but I should of let him go when I found out he had Rachel first but if I didn't .. I wouldn't have my three beautiful daughters. I grew from all this and I grew as a woman.