Put Me First

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

Lauren

London changed so much in these passed four months appearance wise. She's definitely a little mini me. She has Rashaud eyes but I put in the most work! Me and Rachel still don't like eachother BUT we put our differences a side for our kids. I finally got to meet junior. he's so cute and sweet! he loves his little sister. Rashaud always get the both of them together. We are not together but we have an amazing friendship. Him and Rachel broke up also. Rachel moved on already but that's their business. I haven't moved on yet. I been focus being a mother. Between me working, taking care of London, and breast feeding - who has time to have a nigga? I don't at the moment. Im trying to get back to my old frame anyway! Rashaud loves my thicker body but I don't. My breast are huge and my ass is too big for me. I can't fit my jeans. Im doing everything to get this baby weight off, im even using a waist trainer. But I did lose 20 pounds.

Someone was at my door.

"Wassup bruh." I said opening up the door. Rashaud looked at me annoyed. He hates when I call him bruh. But it's hilarious to me.

"Don't look at me like that. You ready for London. She's been fussy all day."

"Im always ready for her." He smiles. He's been a great father to our daughter and baby Rashaud.

"Yes you are .. why are you staring at me like that?"

"You look good baby girl."

"Uh thanks .." Rashaud looks good too but I'm not going there with his fine ass. I already slipped up with him two months ago.

"Come here. We don't have to be together, to make love baby." He said making me laugh. He can be so corny sometimes.

"Bye boy! Take your baby. I have to go to work." I went back in to finish preparing London's bag while she's calm and eating her fingers. Rashaud comes in and puts her little uggs on and little pink north face on. Between me and Rashaud London is going to be a mess with her spoiled self.

"Here everything in the bag and --"

"We go through this everyday. I know what's in the bag yo. But can you pack extra milk."

"Why?"

"Because that shit is fire!" Rashaud is fucking disgusting.

"Don't drink that!! it takes me forever to pump all that nasty ass!" He laughs and slaps my ass.

"Its so hard to control myself around you." He start kissing my neck and feeling on my breast then between my legs. Lord knows I miss this mans touch.

"Please .. Don't do this." He wasn't paying me no mind. He carried me to the kitchen. He didn't want London to see us in action. He ripped my very expensive shirt open and bra and start sucking my new found breast.

"I haven't been fucking anybody. I just want you." He start kissing me passionately while unbuttoning my jeans and putting my panties to the side. I was pulling his pants down and taking his manhood out his polo boxers. Im going to regret fucking this nigga but it feels so damn good.

He pulls out a condom and puts it on which im happy because we forgot last time. He pulled out but we can't keep doing that with my fertile ass! we don't need no more kids together! We both are already fucked up.

He sits me on the counter while he slides right in. Im trying to ignore the pain. Im not active like I use to be and Rashaud is big. He didn't waste no time going in a fast pace. I was scratching his back while moving my hips to his pace while my legs are wrapped around him. It turns me on when he's moaning my name in my ear. He's the only person I had sex with so its hard letting somebody else in.

He lifts my right leg up and pushes himself deeper inside me. Im about to burst at any moment. Im trying to control my screams since London is in the other room but it's impossible when he's sexing me like this.

We both came together. He bites his lips at me and kisses me. We would of been fucking all day but I have to go to work but ain't nothing like quick dick before a long night of work. I got one of my baby's wipe to clean up my mess. I rather have Rashaud clean it up but I don't have time for that. I need to take another shower.

"What time do you get off baby girl?" He said while getting dress.

"I get off at 7 in the morning." This 12 hour shifts be killing me but I rather do 3 12's then work everyday!

"Damn well i bring breakfast for us and the kids in the morning." Me and Rashaud started this thing on the days I come in for work in the morning, he will bring junior over before he takes him back to Rachel. We all eat breakfast together. It's the only time I could spend with little man since Rachel hates the fact I love their son like my own. I let her hold my daughter but it still wasn't enough for her.

"I will be looking forward to it. Bye baby girl. I love you." I said kissing all over pretty little face. She just starts smiling and babbling to me.

"Can I get a kiss?" I rolled my eyes and kissed him on his soft lips.

"Im going to sleep so good tonight." He licks his lips at me.

"Watch your mouth around my daughter. Bye." I said while closing the door. Now I have to take another shower messing with Rashaud.

Rashaud

Having sex with Lauren is always good as fuck! But she can't keep playing with my emotions. One days she's fucking with me and one day she's not. She needs to make her damn mind before I move on. Me breaking up with Rachel wasn't as hard as me and Lauren breaking up. Me and Rachel never had big issues but when I met Lauren everything has changed in our relationship.

"Rashaud." Rachel been giving me her ass to kiss. I don't even know why though. She has a whole new nigga now.

"Yeah .. where is junior?" I see him running towards me. That's my little man!"

"Hi da da!" He said slobbering all over my face. He look just like me now since me and Rachel got his hair cut. He's going to be a heartbreaker!

"Hi little man you ready to go?"

He smiles and nodded

"You find a job yet Rachel?" I don't mind helping her with bills because I got it but she's munching off me and its pissing me off.

"No. They are giving me the run around."

"Whatever. I will see you in the morning yo."

"Yup. Bye baby, mommy loves you!" She kisses our son on the cheek and closes the door.

(A recent picture of London is on top. I will be posting a picture of Rashaud in the next chapter)