Put Me First

Chapter 9

Chapter 9

Rashaud

We left the hospital with good news that Lauren didn't dilate yet which is cool because we don't want the baby to come early. I was trying to help Lauren in the car until my phone rung.

"Yo."

"Look across the street." Rachel said. Is this bitch stalking me?

I looked and she was standing there with my son. What is trying do? Get me killed? I moved away from Lauren and told her this is a business call.

"What the fuck are you doing?"

"You keep going back and forth between me and that bitch."

"She's the mother of my fucking daughter, ofcourse I have to be here for her." Rachel been on some weird shit since I been spending more time with Lauren.

" I don't care. Im coming over!"

"DONT MAN!" everybody start staring at me including Lauren. She kept giving me this what the fuck is going on look.

"See me tonight then we won't have no problem." She hangs up and pulls off. She's a weird ass bitch. She's going to end up blowing up my cover. I got in the car and Lauren kept staring at me.

"What was that about?" She asked with an attitude.

"Nothing. My boss is pissing me off."

She nodded and closes her eyes. I know she's exhausted because I am too but I have to talk to Rachel.

Lauren

I woke up from my nap and I couldn't find Rashaud anywhere. I called him four times but he wasn't answering his phone but Im not going to stress about it so I decided to cook what I been craving for the longest! - a grilled chicken salad with loaded fries with extra ranch! It's simple, easy, and delicious! I was about to get the chicken out until I kept hearing this vibrant. I couldn't find it until I found it by the door and it said unknown. I don't like creeping but it could of been important. I looked at the text but I was confuse?

Unknown - I had to rush our son to the emergency room!! Please come down!!

It can't be Rachel because she ran off with their son. Did Rashaud get another bitch pregnant on me? I hope it's not what Im thinking because my heart wouldn't be able to take it. It's either I cry like a bitch or find out what this bitch is talking about. He's not going to tell me the truth so I mind as well find out for myself. So I acted like I was him.

Me - I will be there in a minute. What room yo?

Unknown - 14. Hurry up Rashaud!

There it goes. She's at Childrens in room 14. It has to be Childrens because it's a child. I will just have to grab something to eat on the way because I need to figure this out. I put the chicken back in the freezer and put on some pink yoga pants and shirt with sparkly uggs. I been wearing Victoria secret faithfully!! It's so comfortable!

I am so nervous. I can't believe Rashaud did this to me AGAIN but I don't have time to be in my feelings for that nigga!!

Rashaud

I can't find my phone ANYWHERE!! I finally got a hold of Rachel about our son. But I have to find this fucking phone before Lauren finds it because I know she been blowing it up because of our son. He fell down the steps and hit his head. She needs to watch him more instead of who im fucking! Im just going say fuck it and go down to the hospital about my baby boy!

Lauren

I stopped at Wendy's to get a snack y hold me - 10 piece nuggets, a double cheese burger, and a large fry. I gained 30 pounds so far. It's hard to try and ignored my cravings! This has to be the longest 20 minute ride I ever took. Im about to meet my ex boyfriends side bitch or main bitch .. who knows because he lied to me the whole time we been messing around! it hurts like hell .. I rather cry but that will have to wait. Rashaud keeps blowing me up. He just know that something is up! Well baby it's now just getting started!!

I just decide to get valid parking since Im in a rush. I wobble to the emergency part and I can't believe what I'm seeing. Rachel ... I thought she ran away with Rashaud? Why would he lie to me? Did she just come back? Is she here for the same reason im here? When that girl saw me she just stared at me blankly at myself and my pregnant stomach. She looks at me so much hate. If only she knew how much I hate her too.

"What the fuck are YOU doing here young bitch?" She's not the prettiest but she's not ugly. She got me by three years. Im not that young.

"What are YOU doing here? didn't your retarded ass ran off with yall son?" She starts laughing at me. My blood starts boiling because I can't take this disrespect.

"Bitch what? I never ran off with OUR son. He's been with us. his REAL family. YOUR just mad because he dump you for me! You can't compete with a bitch who had his heart for six almost seven years baby girl. that baby in your stomach doesn't mean shit. He's still going to come home to me! When will your delusional ass get it? Rashaud lies to you." She said smiling at me. I can't take white bitches who think they can talk shit just because they like black dick in their mouth.

"Rachel, where do you think he be when he worked them "long nights"? He's been putting together our daughters room. Shopping .. Spending time together .. fucking and he just LOVES spelling my name in my pussy! He's been WITH ME! You got seven years but I got five. He's been lying to YOU almost the whole time yall been together. He stayed with your white ass because he felt bad for your dumb ass because you have nobody else but him. But im not alone that's why I can say that .. I don't want him anymore! You can have him! As you see im pregnant as fuck with your niggas daughter! his daughter that you will have too look at for the rest of your life bitch! Your pathetic and a weak woman! I fell for his lies but I can stand on my own unlike you! I have money you depend on him for money! Im good! You need him more than me!" She just looked at me and rolled her eyes. I got that bitch when I have my daughter. I started to look for Rashaud but something made me turn back around at Rachel.

I punched that bitch right in her fucking mouth. I saw her fall down with her bloody mouth but I wasn't done.

"That is for talking to me like your fucking stupid!" I punched her again. She was trying to get at me but I was too quick. Since I couldn't find Rashaud, im going to take all my anger out her dumb ass and for her talking about my daughter.

I slammed her head on the floor. She got really dizzy.

"AND THAT IS FOR MY DAUGHTER! Don't disrespect my baby over that nigga, RACHEL I WILL KILL YOU!"

Security finally came and got me off her. Then here comes Rashaud running looking sacred as hell. I can't even look at him. If I was going to go to jail it was going to be for a damn good reason.

The security didn't give care if my black ass was pregnant! They were so rough! I am a black woman beating up a white woman. Its the 21st century but it is what it is.

"What the fuck .. YO she's pregnant don't grab her like that!" Rashaud yells at the security guards.

"Your really going to take up for that bitch, Rashaud? Im the mother of our son are you kidding me?" She said upset and angry. This is too much drama for me. I don't even care about this situation or this "relationship" I had with Rashaud for all these years.

"Not now Rachel. Get off Lauren!!"

The security guards let me go. I just stood there and stared at Rashaud for a moment.

I punched that nigga right in his mouth. I was trying to literally kill him! For all the pain he put me through .. the arguing .. the lies .. losing my baby .. Him putting my daughter at even more risk because I know my blood pressure is high as hell. The security tries to control me until I passed out.