Put Me First

Chapter 14

A couple days later ...

Rashaud

Me and Lauren been talking and we are officially together. We don't live together yet, we are taking shit slow. Sometimes I sleep over her house and sometimes She sleeps over my house. OFCOURSE we are at my house when my son comes over. I haven't told RACHEL that im with Lauren. I don't know how she will take this this is how it's going to be.

I was hitting the liquor store then I seen this nigga David talking to some niggas. Now I can finally tell this nigga what I wanted to tell him.

"Yo." He turns around and smirks.

"What the fuck you want? You looking for Lauren?" He starts laughing. I should kill his ass.

"Naw nigga but you need to stay AWAY FROM HER AND MY DAUGHTER."

"Why? She's feeling a nigga though. If you would do right by her then she wouldn't be looking for me." He's really pushing my buttons yo. Not only is he disrespecting me. He's lying on my girl. Lauren loves me. Im not letting this nigga get in my head.

"If I didn't have a family. I would of been killed your crooked ass!" I kept grabbing my pistol in my pants but every time I do my kids run through my mind. Im trying to change for them. Their the only things why he's not dead in front of me right now. I don't do all this back and forth bullshit.

"Whatever nigga. Stop coming at me crazy before I KILL YOU. but don't worry Lauren will be well taken care of. " I tried to go at him but all these niggas grabbed me.

"GET THE FUCK OFF ME!!" I pulled out my pistol on all them niggas.

"Man fuck this nigga. Let's go." David said telling his niggas. They all left the parking lot. I was so piss, I didn't even get my liquor. I just pulled off and went somewhere to cool off. This nigga is tripping and he keeps testing my patience.

Lauren

I decided to go to the mall with Ashely since I was off and my mom had my daughter for a few hours since she's in town.

"These are cute!" Ashely say grabbing a pair of Gucci shoes.

"Yeah.." I wasn't really feeling too well today. If it was up to me I would be in my bed.

"What's wrong? You look like your sick?" She asked while looking at me. My skin looks lighter than usual and im quiet.

"I feel like I'm sick. I can't keep anything down."

"You sound pregnant." Ashely said looking at me. I just lost all my baby weight and if im pregnant I would be so upset. I can't afford no more kids at the moment. I didn't want no more kids until I was married. I don't want to be just a baby mother forever.

"I can't be pregnant but I honestly think I am .."

"Let's take a test." She said gathering out bags. Instead of going to lunch. We just went to the closest CVS to grabbed a pregnancy test and grabbed some chipotle on our way to my house.

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"So yall having been using protection?" Ashely asked shaking her head. I don't even remember us using condoms or pulling out. We been having sex every day since we both admitted we missed each other.

"No smh. I know dumb but we wasn't paying attention." I said eating my chicken bowl.

"You always wanted more kids."

"Yeah when I am married." I am kind of disappointed that I keep having this nigga kids and he's not trying to marry my ass.

"Well hurry up and eat so you can take the damn test." She said rushing me.